love scars💔
So he rushed me let me tell yall who zay is ,, well zay was my Fl he been my dawg since i was 13 He was 17 HOLD ON i know yall like he was what you was what hell naw but that boy gave me a feeling i never felt I thought he was gone use me for sex but nah we aint even start fucking till a year later lost my ,,
Virgenty to him so when he rushed me he just hugged me i was scared i know yall like where yo bestie she was in the other room he looked at me and was like im sorry for everything Tayya come home ,,
please i cant
dill with out you look i juts held him when i touched him he broke all the way down holding my legs crying i got down with him and told him Zay i got you forever trust me as i got up grabbing him
i said get up we good its us over the world trust me he took his jacket off and his shirt he took his 45 out his pocket and
sat it on my dresser then took his pants off he got in the bed I grabbed all his stuff and folded It i kisses him and said i got us he went to sleep i took a shower boy texted me and was like 'wassup mammas you good💙"
so I smiled for a minute a thought about it like Dame he don't even know my name so I texted back and was like " how im you shorty and you dont know my name 🤔"
he texted back fast y'all and I was loveing it I trunt the shower on so the water can heat up he said you "right whats you name
" i just smiled and shut and locked the bathroom door i texted him and said "Tayya but I go by TayTay and what's yours😂💜"
i got in the shower got my music bumping so about 45 to 50 mins latter i get out i see he texted me and said "jaden but I go by j rock lil baby🤙🏼💙" we been talking for about 2 hours im sitting in the bathroom mind you i got home around 3 man its 5 now we talking I'm just loveing it he
making me laugh and all a feeling ian had in a minute me and Zay ain't been the same since he got that girl prgeant and I stop talking to him so I look at the time it's 5:15 he texted me '
bae i can tell you sleepy gts mamas goodnight 😩💙". I text back goodnight boobae😩💜" i
oped the bathroom door zay standing their my heart dropped i look at him he said y tf you taking so long who you texting i said nobody Man when i tell yall my heart pounding im ready to piss myself man ian gone fake you Zay said don't play Tayya he
grabbed me by me neck I hit my head on the wall I'm still holding my phone he chocking me out I feel myself getting weak my eyes start watering I can't breath so I dropped my phone he let's me go and grab my phone I'm trying to get sum type of breath but it's kinda hard he grabbed my hair and pulled me to the room he said
if u scream he gone best my ass I know y'all like bitch if you don't scream but be for Zay I dated this boy and he use to beat my ass I was young as shit but my mamma and daddy left me so I was raised by the streets ian know nun and I use to yell and he would hit me in my mouth fuck me up so I'm crying Zay throw me on the
bed and he shut and lock the door he said open this fucking phone Tayya I'm promise you I'mma hurt you dawg I looked at him and just looked at him he punched me in my chest I felt my self lose breath I'm shaking I opened it up Zay sat on the other side of the room as I sat in the bed he was going Thur me and j rock messages he look up at me with
this ugly mug i was ready to get THE FUCK ASAP AFTER THIS SHIT he said Tayya I'm trying dawg you fucking my head up man FUCK he slid my phone to the said and started crying he was walking to me saying sorry he was sorry idk what
was in my body it clicked and I just grabbed him i hate the words that came out my mouth I said baby it's okay i know you ain't mean it I love you my body weak as ever I laid down Zay stared smoking i asked him to give me my phone he said no y so you can text that nigga I said no Zay I just need the time he said it's 5:46 y where TF you goin
I didn't say anything Zay stared poping sum pills I looked back he said turn tf around dawg frl i just truth some time latter it's like 6 my Tt kelly got work she got up and knocked on my door to see if I was still up zay opened the door the and said yes my
Tt looked at him she asked if I was work he said no shes sleep you need her she said no baby y'all good so he shut the door and lock it back I felt Zay walking over to the bed man when I tell y'all I just wanted him to leave me alone he grabbed my legs I was pulling away from him
but he kept touching me and grabbing me mind y'all all I had on was sum shorts cause I took a shower sum shorts and a tank top no underwear nothing so I started kind fighting with him he
grabbed me by my neck and took my shorts off and got to eating it felt soooo good😩😩but I wanted him to stop it ain't feel right I wasn't able to enjoy it I just wanted to him to leave and stop messing with me I felt the tears run down my face as my legs
started shaking and getting weak he looked at me as my eyes rolled back gripin on my back as he eating on my cat (😩😂) I was trying to run but he was pulling me back he stopped and was trying to go in I'm pushing
him off of me saying Zay no stop get off me please he grabbed my jwal and said you gone give me sum like it or not as he was going in kissing my neck and slowly going in and out all i thought about was j rock I just wanted to be around j rock I felt every inch and I wanted it to stop
I was hoping it would stop but it felt so good holding in everything light moans was all that's was coming out he said in my
ear let it out my body wouldn't let me my bestie knocked on the door and said sum boy name j rock outside my heart started pounding my chest got tight
Zay stopped and looked at me he got up I got up Zay pushed me in to the wall I hit my head hard as ever I'm light headed I got dressed I got out the room Zay got dressed and grabbed his gun j rock looked at me clucking his waist he was hugging me and
asked baby you okay I was sceard as ever I was like j rock you gotta go Zay hit the stairs Zay said yea bitch boy you can
shake Zay walked down the stairs and stood be hind be as j rock in front of me I'm to weak to even push them I feel my body getting weak I said Zay chilling j rock leave and before i knew it Zay
pulled his gun on me j rock got his pointed at Zay my body weak my bestie said everybody chill Zay let's one off twards lala and points the gun back to my head all you hear is fah fah fah
part 3........
