October 13 2012
Dylan:
I wonder if shes thinking about me she hasn't called me in three days nor did she text me. What did I do wrong? I should of never said... that I wanted to have kids and marry her. Maybe then she would have called me this week, i feel like shit I can't get any sleep I'm tired as fuck and horny to. Masterbation isn't doing much good for me anymore. I need her so much. I haven't even fucked her yet and we've been in a relationship for almost 6 months I try talking to her about it when we are together but, she just rolls her eyes and walks outta the room she is a bitch sometimes and it bothers the fuck outta me but, I deal with it anyway, I thought about cheating on her a couple of times but, I didn't want to end the "good" relationship. Shes so clingy sometimes I mean come on you don't have to be right by my side everywhere I go it's like she doesn't trust me. WTF? I give her anything she wants and she doesn't fucking trust me. God! I have to calm down.
