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𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚝--
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚒'𝚖 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎

Yoongi sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair as he entered the elevator, pressing the number of the floor of his shared apartment with Hana. He dreaded coming home, not because he doesn't want to be with her. But it's because nothing feels the same anymore. He's always met with that same gloomy feeling the moment he steps inside their apartment.

The 'ding' of the elevator snaps him out of his thoughts. He trudges out into the hallway, stopping infront of room 15.

He dug for his keys in his pocket but before he could even find it, the door swung open. "Hey." Hana greeted with a small smile on her lips as she leaned in to give him a peck on his nose. Yoongi smiled a bit, yet feeling a bit awkward. He doesn't know how to act towards her anymore.

It's like, there's a wall between them.

Both of them went in and Yoongi proceeded to take his coat off and shoes and headed to their shared room. "Are you not going to eat dinner with me?" Hana asks softly as she watches the male walked passed her, something that hurts her a lot.

She feels like she's just there. There's no connection anymore, there's no spark. He doesn't give her hugs as soon as he comes home. They don't eat together anymore. All Yoongi does was when they get home was to remove his coat and shoes and head to their room and sleep.

It made Hana wonder, 'is there something wrong?'

"I'm tired, sweets." He said simply before entering the bedroom, closing the door shut behind him.

Hana sighs deeply before she feels the same rush of emotions.

Sadness

At this point, she doesn't know what to do anymore. Nothing is the same and it's bugging her a bit too much.

The thought of breaking up with him crosses her mind once or twice but never really dwelled on it. She loves Yoongi and she can't leave him.

Tears silently stream down her face as she head to the kitchen, keeping the food that she prepare as leftovers for tomorrow. She smiles sadly, wiping the tears away from her everytime a tear clouds her vision. "Just more time. We'll be okay." She said.

"We'll be okay."

Yoongi sighs as soon as he enters the gloomy bedroom, undoing his tie before he proceeds to change his clothes. He didn't feel hungry. He felt tired, drained. He just wants to sleep as soon as he gets home. Work was taking a toll on him and the status of his and Hana's relationship didn't help either.

He just needs time.

He just needs time to finish his work, to have a free schedule. And then he can catch up with his girlfriend.

He feels sorry, really. For not having much time with her. He really wants to make up for it but, he feels stuck. He can't approach like before, and she doesn't seem to be herself as much.

She feels distant.

And he doesn't know to address it. He tries to but, they would end up arguing. Something about trust.

And it hurts Yoongi to feel like she doesn't trust him anymore.

He slumps back on the bed with a groan, closing his eyes immediately.

With sleep, he could temporarily escape his problems.

And sometimes, he just wishes to be asleep forever.