𝖩𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖠𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖮𝗋𝖽𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗋𝗒 𝖫𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝖲𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 | 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗷𝗶𝗻

twenty-one

- Namjoon's point of view -

I looked at my watch and nodded
"Let's wake up Jin now" i mumbled to myself

Slowly making my way through the hall i walked up to Jin's bedroom door

How should i wake him up?

I literally had no idea so i opened the door and walked up to the man laying on the left side

I slightly shook him "Hyung" i whispered

He opened one eye slowly keeping the other one closed

"Namjoon? What are you doing in my room-" he looked at the clock "- AT 3:25AM!!"

"We were going out on a date together remember?" I blushed

Jin's eyes went wide "Uhm why at thi-"

I cutted him off "Please wear something warm and meet me in the living room"

Leaving him with probably alot of questions for why i woke him up to go on a date at this time i walked to the living room

After waiting for a bit Jin walked into the room

"Are you ready?" I asked

"Yes" he anwsered while yawning

i felt bad but i didn't wanted to make our moods go down

So i smiled "Oke let's go"

We walked out together

"Are we taking the car?"

I scratched my head "Is it oke to walk?"

"Ofcourse" he anwsered

After a while we entered a forest

"I didn't knew i had a forest close to my house" Jin said giggling

Cute

Walking on the path I grabbed Jin's hand and pulled him with me of the path

"Uhm the signs say to not go of the paths" Jin said

I didn't answered him and continued walking a bit more into the woods and then we were there

I looked at Jin's face and i could see that he was shocked

We stood close to a cliff where you could sit down and look over the whole city

but that was not the only thing there was a supermoon today

Which meant that the moon was super close to the earth

the scenery is amazing

Instead of sitting we layed down on the grass i looked at Jin

The moonlight was shining beautifully onto him he was mesmerising

I wonder why he agreed with going out with me? Does he have the same feelings i do?

Then another question popped into my mind

Do i have feelings for him?

It should be a hard question but i knew the anwser right away

I didn't noticed that he was staring back at me

"It's beautiful here Joonie" he said in awe as he shoved closer to me putting his head on my chest

"Can i ask you something Joon?" Jin then asked

I slowly went trough his hair with my hand

God I wanted to do that for so long

"Ofcourse" i answered

i saw that he was hesitant but he spoke

"Do you sometimes get the feeling that we know eachother for a longer time?"

I inhaled "I do actually"

After this question i felt the need to tell him what his mom told me at the hospitals garden

Jin probably didn't know anything about it and i didn't want to have secrets with him

After telling Jin the short story he didn't know what to say but who could blame him

Everything was just so confusing more confusing then it was

what was so important in the story that family couldn't tell?

It's not even about them so why not?

"I'm sorry i wish i knew more" i said i really wish i did

"I'ts not your fault Joon eventually they need to tell us we just need to wait some things take time"

Hes right it's just a matter of time i hugged him tight

Jin sighed "how close do you think the moon is right now"

"Pretty close i've read on the internet that it was about 360 000 kilometers"

It was quiet but not uncomfortable

Is this a good moment to tell him how i feel?

I'm not good in making moves shall i use a pick up line i looked at the moon

I dont know any though

"Your really quiet what are you thinking about?" Jin asked

I replied with "About you"

"About ... me?" Jin whispered i couldn't tell in what emotion he said that and i was too embarrassed to look at his face

It was quiet and i only heard our breathing for the next few minutes

Nice move Joon what do you do now?

I started to get nervous i'm so not good in this

Did i maked it akward? Did i fucked it up again? What am i going to do? What am i going to say?

i felt so disappointed in myself why am i not good in this? I forgot how to breath and i felt so little

It may sound like i'm exaggerating but i'm so bad at romance

Jin disturbed my thoughts by laughing it wasn't hard laughing more like giggling

I gathered some courage and looked at him confused and i'm not going to lie i was a bit scared too

Jin climbed fully on me now and he looked me right in the eyes

He stopped giggling and just smiled now

He looked with such kind and loving eyes

Does this mean he likes me?

God i'm so stupid but it's fine even if he doesn't he will stil be the most perfect person in the world

I bited my lip i can't hold this stare for long anymore but Jin looked like not having a problem with it

I couldn't anymore and looked away blushing hard

Jin pulled my face back to face him "Are you oke?"

I wanted to tell him that i'm feeling great and that i was not nervous or anything but then i would be lying

"Joonie i'm going to tell you a secret but don't tell other people promise?"

"I promise" i answered

"I like someone" Jin said while smiling really bright now

My eyes went wide and i choked out a "who?"

Jin came closer until our noses were almost touching

"You" he whispered

And while laying in the forest by the cliff under the beautiful moonlight of the supermoon Jin closed the gap and

We kissed