In Love With An Angel

Chapter 4: "I won't say I'm in love"

A/n: " ' " means thoughts. Also, I haven't posted in like forever?? I almost completely forgot about this story. I needed a lil pick me up during theses trying times so I guess it was time to catch up the story on here to the story in my head. So here ya go! 

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Gabriel's POV

"Hey, Gabe can I talk to you for a minute?" 

I shrug and walk with my brother into my room and he closes the door. 

"I think... I think I'm in love with Sam!-"

 He put his hands over his mouth and goes to leave but I grab his wrist and shut the door. I slapped him in the face 

"You think I'm gonna let you go with that unstable asshole?! He's gonna play you like a damn violin. You're a fucking dumbass."

Gage's POV

I run upstairs, just barely making it to my room before I start crying. I clutch my face in disbelief.

'He really slapped me...' I couldn't help but consider that he might be right. Being with Sam was like signing my death certificate. Every woman who was in an intimate relationship with him was murdered...brutally. But I'm not a woman, does that really make me an exception?

Am I doomed to suffer the same fate?'

Sam's POV

I saw Gage run upstairs, he looked shocked and on the verge of tears. Meanwhile, the two lover boys are sitting at the dining room table having eye sex like there's no tomorrow. 

"Hey, Dean, I'm uh, gonna go check on Gage. I'll be right back."

Dean, being entranced by Cas doesn't even notice, all he says is 

"Yeah, go ahead"

I roll my eyes and head upstairs. I hear, crying? I go towards the sound and I knock on the door.

"Leave me alone Gabriel!"

"It's me, Sam. You ok in there Gage?"

I hear him sniffle

"Ye-Yeah. What's up?"

"I saw you run upstairs and I got a little worried, you looked on the verge of tears."

Silence...

"Can I come in?"

Still...nothing... Until I heard him fidget with the lock on the door.

"Come in"

I walk in and he looks like he's been crying. Upon closer inspection, there's a welt on his face, it looks like it didn't happen too long ago. I decide to ignore it for now. I sat on the bed next to him and he put his head on my shoulder. I hugged him and stroked his hair.

"Sam...What do you do when the person you love, can most likely never be in your life, but you so desperately want them to be, no matter the risk? 

I pause for a second. 'Why is he asking me this? This is surely a question he'd ask his brother, right? Unless he trusts me more?'

"Well, first you have to figure out what's stopping you from having that person. Whether that be you not being able to tell them, or feeling like you can't, or there's someone stopping you, besides yourself."

He looked up at me with tears in his eyes

"What if the thing stopping you...is the person you thought you could trust with anything?"

I looked him straight in the eyes

"Then that person isn't fit for your trust."

I wiped away his tears, and as I got up I said,

"I'll be right back. I gotta go talk with Gabriel" 

He nodded and I walked back downstairs to find Gabriel. He's got some explaining to do...