My heart wants to get out of my chest,
my emotions want to speak up for themselves ,
I wanna cry, I don't want to hold it anymore,
I am not strong as I pretend to be,
I am such a weak person,
no matter how I tried to be tough or cool,
at the end of day, I return to the real me,
the weak me,
Life keeps hitting me hard,
I know they are just temporary moments that will pass,
but this time I had no intention to hold it anymore,
I am gonna cry, yell no matter how embarrassed I feel,
Because this is me, and I can't change myself
