This world is only black and white.
There was ones a girl, all black and white. She was trapped in a small room with only grey caused by sadness and suffering.. she had no love or lover. She tryed so much to be perfect by ending hurting herself, she promise she stops but keep failing. she has so many wounds in her heart that can't be healed. She is suffering so much... She makes texts about all kind of song about her feelings while she cry's. About her past, school, family, friends, and love.....And there was a boy , he only sat there alone in grey and white...Like he didn't notice or care. no one loved him...He draws about his feelings, friends, his old darkest past, loving someone so much that he tought it would never exist. He just wants someone to live with him and no more hearing lies and hurtfull words...That's why he cry's over and over again....The both of them can't talk anymore...The pas they had was too much for them and promised not to talk anymore so they cannot hurt anyone anymore.
The boy decided to go on a journey and the only thing he left was a purple track...That color is his only way to keep on track with his life, if it'sbreak it's over. At the other side the girl who was in a room came out and decided to look arround. Trying to find something to not suffer, but she always thinks it is no use but still do it. The boy kept leaving tracks and was close to the girl, but he already passed her place...They never reached eachother no matter what. They never knew eachother or saw eachother. The girl did not find anything and returned to her room, but she saw purple lines going somewhere, so she followed it, the boy slowed down and took a rest and slept...the girl followed the line and saw a boy sleeping. It's no use she thinks,"Nothing to worry about, he will not care about me, loke everybody else do and let me, i better be alone, i don't want to bother anyone''. The boy awaked and the girl ran way. She didn't know who that was but she left a rope leading to her room that's full with memories that crush her down. She came back home...crying about what happend,''I failed again...''.'' I better not breath maybe anymore...They won't know i am gone...''She screams. The boy heard a scream, but also noticed the rope that the girl left.
He decides to follow it. At the end of the rope he saw a house, very tiny, so dark, so suffered. He decided about to go in and saw a girl just laying down...he tryed to talk to her but couldn't speak so he left a letter and go back where he belonged...the girl woke up and saw a letter, it said: Follow my track and let's have a talk?...she was so scared, what wil she do? She ignored it and let it down, she keeps saying in her mind to herself:''It will be alright, i am okay''. The Boy keeps leaving notes front of her door, and 2 months later, he stopped and walked away to his house, full of hopeles feelings and starts to draw again in his lonely, sad, room with nothing else. The girl thinks again while screaming in her head, I FAILED AGAIN....AGAIN...I KEEP FAILING! NO ONE WANTS ME IF I KEEP FAILING, AND FAILING...FAIL-ING, I DO MY BEST BUT IT HURTS ME''! The boy hears her scream and runs...The girl is keep crying and scream:'' I BETTER BE DEAD THEN ALIVE, ALL THOSE VOICES IN MY HEAD KEEP SAYING I AM A FAILURE''!!! Suddenly the boy who she saw before graps her hand and cry's, but the girl try's to let go... but she can't struggle and holds him with full power and wrote on a note:'' Why do you do this for me''? he answered with a note back:'' I don't want you to suffer anymore...I want you to be happy, live a good life and stop being worried! Let me try to stop the suffer for you!''....Theres silence for a minute. The The girl starts to cry and wrote:'W-w-would you do that for me? I am lonely and always failing for the people who i thought loved me', you better leave me alone, no one wants me'...And the boy answered with the same note she used:''I would do anything now for you, stop hurting yourself, stop making those wounds deeper and deeper, i will not let you suffer anymore like i did! STAY WITH ME''! The girl starts to cry and fell down in his arms. And she wrote:'' will you promise that?'' The boy nod to her.
The boy is getting a warm feeling and holds her longer. The girl noticed the hug and stays longer in his arms.The two stayed there for 15 minutes. The boy returns to his home, and the girl will wait for me to come back. But something is different with the boy, and his house, the true black is gone and you see really, really tiny colors on him and his house. The boy is wondering why and starts to think about the girl... scito do what the letter said and followed the track, she saw the boy and the boy sees her...He smiles. The girl who is at her room still, is so worried, fears are streaming in her, she thinks and is sure that she will fail again and again and let everybody down and let them cry. She goes to her bed and still making her wounds in her heart deeper...The next day the boy came back to her house, they started to communicate but in notes, they are writing about their names, about their hobby's and feelings they had. The girl is laughing so i s also the boy because the time they are spending togheter. The Next day, they went to a park to have a walk and ignore everybody else who is looking. But the girl is so shy and frustrated she ran away back to her place. The boy looked suprised and is running after her. The girl in her room is crying in her bed and looking in the mirror looking at her self...This is not what she wanted.''Is this the way i have to life?
Do i have to life like this''? The boy is knocking on her door and try to get in because he knows what will happen next if he does nothing. The girl ignores the sounds and is stil keep looking with her wide open eyes, she looks frustrated and scared. She wants to end this suffer, she wants no one anymore to hurt or get hurt. The boy unlocked the door and ran to the bedroom, she is on the floor. The boy thinks about the worst, he goes to her and grabs her and looks at her eyes. Shes crying, crying all loud to the boy. She wrote:''I can't do it! but i want to stop this now!'' The boy comes closer to her face and kiss her cheecks that is wet of the tears. he wrote:"I care about you! I like you, you are not bothering me, you never did! I am trying to have the best time with you''....And the girl stopped him and wrote:'' AND I FAILED...AGAIN....AND I WILL...ALWAYS!'' The boy looks shocked. and he SPOKE serieus:''How do you know you failed, what we did these days are one of my best times i ever had in my life. For me you did your best and didn't fail. You even made me liking you, i knew you where worried and affraid. But i did my best to make you happy but i apparently failed''...''I just want to say....ILoveYouMoonlie''!
''You made me feel happy, you give me a warm feeling, i feel back alive!'' The girl looked shocked and didn't do anything. She didn't do anything the hole day...The Boy goes back to his house, it got back black and white... The girl thinks about what he said. She never heard those words in her hole life,, how he spoke. The people who used to say that betrayed her and bullyed her away. But she get's a strange feeling in her stomach... The boy in his room is empty, he is sitting at his empty little gray garden with no life and just only the worries he had. He remembers the look on her face, he grabs something close to him and hold it at his face...Meanwhile by the girl, shes running following the Purple track that the boy always leaves behind, but it's starting to faint, it's dissapearing...The girl knows what is happening and runs fast as possible she can! The boy is looking with his wide open eyes and his arms are shaking. Should he do it?
He can end this all by just one move and all his suffer is gone...Suddenly he hears his door knocking. It's the girl, he ignores it and thinks about how she react.''She doesn't like me, she did this just because i asked her to do it! I only hurt people and i always do. but i can stop this and no longer people will get hurt by me''! Everthing is quiet, everything is in slow-motion while hes looking at the object. He makes his move...He whispe:'' This world only exist in Black and White, the colors we see are the illusions in our minds, it's the light that shines trough the people we love, but if theres nothing, then the world is truly Black And White''. The girl is behind him, she grabs him and kiss him. And she spoke:''Then let me be your light...ILoveYou Pookie''...
