Break ups are hard for anyone, and when you see one of your friends go through it you don't take in much about it. But it’s when it happens to you, that’s when you take in the big effect.
Everyone has had a crush on someone during their school years and it’s hard when you find out that they don't like you back and it almost kills you, but really the thing that kills you the most is when you find the one you love and the one who loves you back just as much, when you share your time together and when you do so much together and they go ahead and dump you.
They dump you for no reason that makes sense to you; they leave you feeling cold and alone. If you’ve never felt this feeling your lucky cos you don't want to, you feel so empty, so cold, so lonely and afraid.
For me I know, I cried for 3 hours straight and cried myself to sleep and thinking the next morning that I’d be over it but turns out you wake up crying too. When you go back to school and you see their face you just feel like running away and crying or even just running onto the road and getting hit by a truck and letting your friends scrape your remains off the road.
But no matter what you do you’re always going to have to face them sooner or later and when you do you feel like your choking and cant breathe and every time you go to open your mouth it feels like your lips are stitched together.
