Numb

I wanna numb of the world that desolved with a girl She was in my dreams made me complete made me laugh till i cried then she turned her back till i died deep inside... 

Emotionaly vacant i lay yet again waiting for a great old friend destiny oh yes here she comes again with her pencil her paper her pen writing down what happens nezt hoping i follow forward to ye tomorrow another day drenched in sorrow remorse and pitiful borrowed excuses all because of this chick that was my center but now more like a splenter that will never get out of your skin oh no not till she wins until then o the war just begins but its one sided is she fighting herself because i take no action in this i have my own scars from battles other than this... Then i met this girl i thought she was a queen i would be her anything just to help her feel complete because little does she know im broken two and i need someone to love... But thats not the easiest thing to to when your not the best looking guy with your head held up high and your confidence is peaking... No you hide your scars and pretend your skin is even you cry at night but lie to look tough but im not and i will never be see because when your to strong for so long you begin to fall and crack until you all alone and on your own like Ive always been i never win and i wont until i find someone who is like me and maybe o maybe she will help me