I love you
I miss you
But you've gone away
Never forgotten but no longer creating
What it was that made me so happy
So brave
I remember when it all stopped
I couldn't believe it
It tore me apart
Made the blade seem more like an option
Than ever before
But little girls shouldn't think that
They should be happy
But I wasn't
And I never will be again
I can try to be
But the space you left in my heart can never be filled
And you try to come back
I know you do
But you're never coming home
And you know that too