killer

one

im laying here, in the same spot I was two days ago, surrounded by plain white walls and I'm so sick of looking at this white ceiling. I feel dead so dead I wish I could just get up out of this bed

"good morning miss Vale, nice to see your awake, how are you?" Nurse Gannon asks

ugh... How am I? I'm not sure

"Fine" I reply

"Nurse?"

"Yes? miss Vale"

"what's wrong with me?"

Dr Knox walks into the room
"Miss Vale how are you today?"
"I could be better Dr Knox, now can I have some information about my health?"
"Kae stay please" He requests my nurse to stay?

"Miss Vale, I am so sorry to tell you this but you have.....
cancer"

woah I have what wow I'm so I don't even what's happening.

I drop back so I'm laying again pull my spare pillow over and I sob into it

it's just so shocking I don't know what to do
I was just about to begin my travelling in Europe till I collapsed at the airport and they brought me to this dull environment full of no hopes its just full of sadness.

I don't want to be here, I should be in paris right now looking at the Eiffel Tower
but I'm stuck