Stupid Stuff I thaught of.

Me?

Why, what, how, were, when how come...

And soo many more
Are are all questions

But you
You are one question that no one on earth could answer

Your existence?
Your impact on people.
Your name?

They don't connect
At all

Your an
♈Aries sign♈(zodiac sign)
Yet...

Unlike the
powerfuly determined sword

welded buy the leadership of a hand....

that either tears or opens a path through the skies of worry

only to face the unknown...
But unlike others,

these blazing eyes of yours show exitement.

But now...

Now you're a nameless shadow

That has dark thorns that pric and poke at your opportunities of happiness

That lies about how you feel

That says ''' I'm okay.
fine.
great actually.
awesome.'''

When in actual fact it's the exact opposite...
but as time goes on you began to believe these words believe thet your shattered soul still exists

That your heart still remains untouched

...that it hasn't turned to stone

That you don't need her love, her smile, her touch to exist

That you don't yearn for the pencil that'll cast images apon a white sheet of canvas that could possibly remind you of ...her

But you know what hurts the most

THIS SHADOW

Hides In The Shell Of Who You Used To Be

And it's a bit to late to change this

and it's a bit to late to tell them... that your.... not.... straight...

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Just wanted to share a bit of my life because I'm tired if being told
To calm down
That I've got a problem because of my depression
That being gay is wong
That doing certain things is satanic
That girls shouldn't do this, that and those

I just want to be myself
'Cause have anger issues but I'll love you till the end of time

So don't mess things up 'cause I don't don't hate...

I ignore