Hi, I don't know either
I can't even think
They tell me to let go
To move on, to find someone else
I agree with them, just so they can leave. So I can think of how to greet her again.
I've been crying. Day in, and day out. I haven't been eating, sleeping, moving or doing. All I see is her. Everywhere
How is she? When can I see her again? Can we go back?
Just to our first kiss, our first hug, the first time we spoke. Oh how I wish. To start over, but not to lose the memories.
I can't move on, however much they want me to. I keep trying to view myself with someone else, to ease the pain. But it's not working, I can't move on, I don't want to.
I can't love anyone else. Not like this. It's not even an option.
Tell me how to fix it, I'll do anything.
Anything
So, I'm not okay, I'm smiling, I'm surrounding myself with people, trying to reconnect. But it's not even worth it. Because at the end of it all, I can't even share that with her. The new faces, how she would love them.
But how are you? Can I hold you yet? Because holding these tears are starting to hurt me.
