The sounds is not there, the rthym is not there anymore and here how it should be keep remain. Everything about him make Tsuzuku or now Genki, hurt. On 24th December, the only person who should defend Tsuzuku side gone. The fight with the management is there. If is not because of Koichi, he is alone forever. From far, Mia looks at the two person who made a dance with a groovy pop song. He saw how close they are together in which Mia smiles bitterly. It is all his fault and he backed away from the crowded stage. Genki realized someone is going to the door but he keeps on singing, his eyes staring at the figure in which he looks familiar. Mia walking through the night rain and stops at the nearly coffee house. Not to get a coffee but a cup of hot tea, enough to finish off his mind about Tsuzuku. He is not Tsuzuku anymore, he is Genki. The Tsuzuku is an alter ego of Genki. Mia sips the hot tea slowly so it won't burn his tongue. He feels bad Mejibray disbanded, he feels bad Tsuzuku gone and he is stubborn to take an advice from Leda.
Flashback
"You have a good potential but remember, your ego can make people stay away from you." The smiles from the male called Leda appear. His hand patted on his shoulder.
"What do you mean, Leda?"
"Aggy." Leda only smiles, in which Mia can see a bitter one. A slight tears appear at the end of his eyes. "I lost him."
"He still there.." Mia trying to understand what he gonna say. "Say hello to him.. it is simple."
"If that kind of things can be simple, I would do it already. One day you will know. It is hard to get the person that you had hurt laughs together with you. Even you are not a leader, but your skills almost like me and I did afraid the same thing will happen to you."
"But I want to be like you!"
"Please don't. I am an egoist person." Leda only managed to smiles, caressing Mia cheek like a brothetly love.
Flashback End
Mia closed his eyes, now he knew what Leda said. He sips his hot tea, with a hoodie he puts on. It is hard for people recognized him. He stand up after refreshing his mind and leaving a cash on the table. He is about to wore his sunglasses back before he bumps with someone and he cannot helped by groaning in pain. His head hitting on the floor, not exactly hitting on the hard concrete but a soft, strong surface. It is Tsuzuku.
"Sorry.. I can't see.. Tsuzuku?" the person name Tsuzuku standing in front of him and hesitate either to walk away or talk to Mia like before. One thing he wants to make him pissed, he corrected his name.
"It's Genki."
"Sorry..Genki.. I'm sorry.." Mia could not finished his sentence as Tsuzuku walks leaving him. Mia thinks this is his last chance, he wants to say sorry for everything. He chased Tsuzuku.
Tsuzuku wanted to call someone but suddenly his waist being wrapped by someone and he knew it is Mia, he can remember his body scent. "What is it?" Tsuzuku hissed, and that hurt Mia for a moment. "I am sorry.."
Tsuzuku smirk, slowly removed Mia arms from his waist and turn around. "For what?"
"For everything. The management.."
"There is nothing wrong with management." Tsuzuku cut Mia off. "The problem is you. You and your sugar daddy, do you think I can forget it? The image of both of you make me sick."
"How.. do you know?"
"Enough. I am no longer a Tsuzuku and oh, by the way, please drop Mejibray from your twitter name, it make me sick." Tsuzuku walks away from Mia, never wanted to see at the face he had loved long time ago. He clutched at his shirt, near his chest. It is so painful to not hugging Mia closer and removes his ego. But it is all become clear now. Koichi, his bestfriend since VanessA knew him well how much he loves Mia. His thought disturbed when someone calls him.
"Tsu chan! where are you, darling?" He smiles listening to the owner of the voice. He walks slowly, try to calm down his emotion just now.
"I'm on the way go home, just met with someone.."
"Who is that lucky person?"
"Are you jealous Aryu?" Tsuzuku walking back home while still talking to his new boyfriend. He is Aryu from Morrigan. The person who understand him better than any other person, even Koichi. Yesterday is a past and there he is now, Genki. Not Tsuzuku Mejibray, not Genki VanessA but as Genki Takebuchi.
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p/s: 3 years finished this one-shot! :p
