amnesia ∞ got7 [discountinued]

iii. finding love

It was late at night when I opened my eyes again.

When I focused, Ga Eul was there again, sleeping on a chair and her dark brown curls were falling over her face.
How could I think that she is Bomi? I thought.

Bomi!

I began to remember these words that I never wanted to hear.

Still asleep..Still asleep..

At that moment I got crazy idea.

I reneged with my hands on the mattress and sat. My head was shaking, but I endured it. I slowly stood up and almost falled again. Then I walked to the door - and almost screamed in pain.

I looked at my hand, where was about a hundred tubes which were attached to a drip. With pain and tears in my eyes I reached for the rack with a drip and continued on my way. And then I realized that I don't know where she is. Certainly she was on this floor, perhaps even somewhere in this corridor.

It was dark and empty, except for fluorescent bulbs it looked as lifeless. But the desire to see her was so big that despite all the pain and doubts I went to right.

I stopped in front of each room and looked into the large windows, which were always over the entire wall. I saw a lot of teenagers, adults and seniors. I wanted to close my eyes, because reality was too scary. Even so, I resolutely went on, looking for my love.

>BOMI POV<
My eyelids were like from lead. I couldn't open them. Orientation was gone, I didn't know where I am. I lay on the cold metal floor, so cold that every little movement of which I tried hurt me as I was sawed alive. My body was as fragmented into a thousand pieces, I just felt the chill. Is this heaven? Certainly not. So hell? That wouldn't be cold. So where am I?

>BAMBAM POV<
I went to the next room. But when I looked inside, there was a boy. He was awake, but I didn't recognize him. Then he noticed me and straightened. He looked very surprised and happy... I wasn't waiting and went away. Then there was last room. But my hope was gone.

When I looked inside, I saw a girl lying there.

Around here were many hospial devices. In her mouth was tube *(translation may not be correct, I mean that thick tube that is inserted into the lungs when people are in artificial sleep or coma, to breathe)*, and some tube was in her nose too. Devices flickered and she wasn't moving.

I wanted to go away, but then it hit me.

I stopped and my breath stopped too. My hands were shaking when I repeated that it can't be true.

I turned to the door, looking for a name. When I saw it, I felt like dying.

Yoon Bo Mi.

I took the handle and walked inside.

I walked up to her bed and for a while I was just looking at her. Her skin was like porcelain, white and seemed to shatter at any moment, with slightly sunken cheeks. I gently stroke her cheek. I wanted to see her cheerful eyes again. I stroked her hair. Under it I saw a few stitches and scars.

,,Jagiya.. (honey)'' I whispered as tears filled my eyes when I took her white hand.

,,Jagiya..'' I said a little louder. She didn't open her eyes.

,,Jagiya!!'' I shouted and collapsed on the ground. I shouted her name again and again and tears were falling from my eyes like waterfalls.

>BOMI POV<
Suddenly, silence was interrupted by echo. The screaming continued and I realized where I heard that voice. ,,Bambam!'' I wanted to scream, but nothing came from my mouth. Of all the forces I tried to open my eyes, I was fighting with the darkness, but it was too hard. I wasn't able to win. I just lay there helplessly, with tears on cheeks.

>BAMBAM POV<
Then door opened.

,,What the hell are you doing here?'' Some women shouted at me. I didn't answer and kept screaming.

,,He is apparently having a seizure. Bring me some sedatives and quickly.''

Those people are bad. They want to divide us again. This time I won't let them do it.

I felt needle in my arm with something. From every side, someone grabbed me, trying to pull me to my feet.

Our hands divided again.

I whispered her name all the time until they took me out of here.

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~Brr, I think I won't be able to write more these hospital chapters so I must write next chapters very quickly xD

~See you soon~ annyeong!