The Lost Moments

Hard choices

"What is it Alexis?"He looked at me,as is eyes grew bigger.
"I like you too!"I felt excited yet frightened,he made me feel like I was on a roller coster,a big,long,dangerous one but,I liked the feeling.
"Soo..."I said slowly rolling on to the grass.
"Soo....what does this mean?"he said,while I gazed in to his eyes.
"Uh..this means....um..idk...Im confused.I said.
"Are we a thing now or oblivion?"he said.
"We'll,um...I...guess where not oblivion so...should we be a couple?I said hoping he'd say yes.
"We'll no,I have a girlfriend."he said crushing the last bit of hope I ever had.
"O...who is she?"I ask,wanting to know who I was gonna kill next.
"Wow"he chuckled"You aren't very smart,did you not hear what I said like 10 seconds ago?"
"Yes I did,you said that you had a girlfriend."I said depressed has ever.Wheres rocky road when you need it?"Describe what she looks like."I blurted out like a jealous ex.
"Wow..uh ok,she is about 5 ft and 7in tall,she has tannish skin,she had light brown hair,golden in the sun light,and a dramatic yet suttle look."he said while looking at me with his head tilted sideways and his right eye brow raised.
Why is he going for some girl with the same features as me....wait,omg god I'm so stupid he dating Hanna,from our support group.That made me more mad.
"Wait...so your dating Hanna..right?"I said.
"Look,no offense,but your a horrible guesser."he said."Who else looks like the person I was describing?"
"Wait is it......OOOO it's me!"I said,wishing he'd say something already.
"We'll duh".He said
"O so are we dating or"I said just to anger him but he cut me off.
"YES WE ARE".He said in an angry yet joking voice while adding a little chuckle at the end.
I laugh about my stupidity,then he began laughing,next thing I knew we were making out on my front lawn an getting sprayed by my next door neighbor who was laughing along with us.So yea...I guess I have a boyfriend.My mom came home during that make out session but she wasn't mad,surprisingly,she was happy ever,even though the image of making out on the front yard,wet and sweaty stunned her of what I might do next,she still was happy about the whole "Boyfriend" thing cause it made me less unhappy with the world and more"O I love ya world."
I thought things would get more complicated but I was wrong,the actually got a lot easier,even though I was extremely shy,but he thought it was adorable.My life was getting better each second I saw him.The next day my mom told me to go to his house,but of course,I didn't get his number or his address,"GOD IM SUCH AND IDOIT."I said loudly."Now I have to wait till Friday to get his number,great."I sat in my room listening to the same song over and over,and I know what your thinking,no it's not a sad break up song,its my favorite song "We Could Be Heros". I listened to the song until I heard a knock at the door I looked out my window to see who it was.I couldn't see who it was so I went downstairs and walked toward the living room to see my dad and Cameron talking on the porch.I panicked and ran up stairs in my bathroom to take my medication and to fix my hair,clothes,breath,and face.When I was done I ran down stairs to find my dad and Cameron arm reselling.I guess the whole "Dad meets boyfriend thing"was a lot easier then I though.