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regret

I've been told not to talk about it

But I am

Been told to suck it up

But I can't.

It's different on the other side

When you're trying to make better

But just make yourself worse

You need to put others first

Let them be happy

Let your mistake be your curse.

Like a thousand knives hitting all at once

All day everyday

What would it be if things had changed?

They'd still be the same

They'd still be the same. 

A fight through the battlefields

To find sweet sanity

Away from the pain

But pain demands to be felt

And that's the way it's going to be.

How do you see yourself in the mirror?

I see a monster in mine

Oh sweet sanity

Your brother's heart is mine.