Forced Love

Code Love 10- Training with Satan

Hidan POV

I was at the training field a couple minutes early, so I decided I would work on some taijutsu while waiting for Jiraiay-sensei. Knowing my ass would get kicked, I wanted to be warmed up, ready to go. After slicing a practice dummy to tiny pieces, Jiraiya finally came out of his hiding spot.

"Impressive. It seems that your strong point is obviously taijutsu and your religion Jashinism. Do you have any knowledge on genjutsu and ninjutsu?"

"Eto... I know some fucking basic chakra shit but thats about it."

(Eto- means Um in japanese.)

"You just swore, now you have to fight me. I won't go easy on you. Remember the conditions that were set in order for me to train."

"Hai, hai." I huffed under my breath. 

I got into a defensive stance, my feet staggered while being a shoulder width apart. Scythe in my right hand, I kept light on my toes. I knew this wouldn't be an easy match, I could tell by the enormous amount of chakra that he has. Jiraiya smirked. 

"Ready, set, GO!"

I launched at him, swinging my scythe. A whirling ball of blue chakra appeared in his hand and he blocked my scythe with a kunai, and shoved the swirling blue ball into my gut. I flew back about ninety yards, groaning at the impact of each tree against my back. This fight had an obvious winner from the start. There is no way that I could win on solely taijutsu, especially against an opponent who was using ninjutsu. 

Finally after two days of fighting, I collapsed. My knees no longer seemed capable of holding me up. Jiraiya hit me almost every time while I barely even landed a hit. Know I know I was very full of myself. Now I realize that Kakuzu always had to save me, and I hate it. I want to be strong on my own. The Akatsuki was only using me because I was a follower of Jashin. I cursed myself. How could I be so arrogant? Though I guess either way Pein would have forced me into joining like he did with Deidara. Still, I can't believe that he doesn't even have a sliver of human compassion. Yes, pain can make you colder and stronger, but even I still have some human compassion. All thanks to Hotaru. 

Everytime I think of her, it hurts. I'm not bleeding but I feel this pain in my chest when the picture of her pops into my mind. I feel as though a part of my heart was ripped out of my body. I felt as if the good half of me was missing. The happy, cheery, positibe half that was always by my side. Through everything, she was right there. It's hard to sleep without her by my side, but she would want me to move on, to love someone else and be happy. I know that she is looking down on me right now and that she will look after me no matter what. I will keep her legacy going. 

Hotaru POV

Everything I saw was white. It was pure, untainted by the sins of the world. How can I be in a place like this? I joined the Akatsuki and hooked up with a Jashinist. However, I don't regret a single second of my life. I feel so light up here, as if I am air itself. My whole body glowed, as it was now pure. Now all I know that I could ever do for Hidan is protect him and look down over him and follow him for as long as he lives. 

A/N: I have been extremely busy and haven't had much time to update. This chapter was mostly  a filler chapter because I wanted to give the story some time before you meet a new character. Anyway, I am very sorry for not updating earlier. I feel so horrible about it!!!! Thank you to all who are reading this story!! I also apologize for how short this is, again, it was only meant to be a filler, though there is a little bit of Hotaru's POV. 

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