Sometimes I feel like my friends don't like me or don't want to be friends with me. Maybe I'm just paranoid and insecure but I really love all my friends truly and I don't want to lose any of them. And to be honest I know I can be quite annoying sometimes but I don't know what I'm doing wrong. It feels like I've done something wrong and I just don't understand what I did. I will admit sometimes my actions or the things I say aren't thought out before it happens but sometimes it just feels like I did something wrong but I didn't. It's too complicated to talk about specific times because then everything would be exposed and I'm not comfortable with letting all this information out. It's not that I think I'm the best person in the world because I know I'm not perfect and I always regret thinking certain thoughts or my actions. Even if I'm right I'll still think about how I might've come off as rude or I still did something wrong. I don't know honestly. All my friendships are fine but the person that I'm most close with in our friend group feels like she just doesn't want to be around me or talk to me sometimes. I understand friendships are meant to be broken or go through some arguments but it feels like I didn't do anything and she just doesn't like me anymore. I feel like it's my fault and that we're "fading" because I didn't make enough effort to be a good friend. I always feel like the bad guy and I always feel like I'm the one that's wrong and I'm the only one to blame. Honestly it's just me being insecure but thanks for reading.
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How I'm feeling
RandomI just want to put my feelings out there just for people to read I guess I just want somewhere to write down my feelings and let it all out and you can give me advice if you want to or you can just relate with how I feel
