My Second Love 2

Tears and Stress

Morning —6:00am

Yuna hugged the pillow on Jungkooks side of the bed , taking in the scent that lingered of his aftershave. A light smile appearing on her face until she remembered ..

Last night he stormed out of the house.
Not returning for hours , until she couldn't stay awake anymore and fell asleep. Worrying about whether he was safe or not.

Her tired eyes shot open when she heard the bedroom door open , her self sitting up and turning to see ..

Jungkook.
Wearing the same clothes from last night , proving he had only just returned to the dorm. He looked at her and paused for a few seconds , his eyes screaming words that his lips could not speak. Ignoring her he went over to his wardrobe , pulling out a clean shirt to change into.

"..Jungkook"

Ignored.

"..Jungkook"
Why is he always like this ?

"Jungkook are you really annoyed with me ? You're being stupid now I didn't do anything wrong"

"No .. you didn't"

"Then why are you annoyed with me?"

"I'm more annoyed about the situation" he spoke , pulling his old shirt over his head. Changing into his new one.

"So that's why you went out last night? Left me alone to worry about whether you were safe or not? You did exactly what you were having a go at me for. You didn't answer my calls or anything"

"I'm sorry"

"Baby" she sighed, crawling to kneel at the end of the bed "just ..just talk to me"

"I can't. I'm heading to the gym-." Yuna took hold of his hand , stopping him from walking away. He kept an eye on the door , his heart beat telling him to turn around.

And he did.

She smiled at him. Eyes showing nothing but love and care for the boy she's adored
"Talk to me"

He let out another sigh , running fingers through his hair before he let go of her hand. Finally looking at her again.
"I ..I just want you to take care of your self more...And realise that your safety means everything to me"

"I'm trying Kooks"

"You're not really showimg me you're trying though. I just don't think you realise ..how sick I feel when I get calls like that from Jimin. How much it pains me to think of you being harmed. I've never been so afraid of losing someone before. And with you it terrifies me"

Yuna went quiet. Now feeling guilty for making Jungkook hurt so much, and for making him feel so sick with worry. Sure it wasn't her fault. But he was right. In order for him to feel as calm about this as she did herself , she needed to let Jungkook know she understood the problem. And that she knew how careful she had to be.

But like always Yuna tried to laugh it off. Trying to make the best of a bad situation.
"Hey ..at least you aren't growing grey hairs from worrying" She chuckled. Instantly regretting her joke.

Jungkook's brows scrunched together. Shaking his head in disbelief. He bit his inner cheek , grabbing his gym bag from the side. "You still don't fucking get it" he muttered , storming out of the room. This time slamming the door.

Yuna sighed , staring at where he once stood before letting her head collapse into her hands.
Why did I just do that ? After he told me how he felt ..I still act like this is a joke. Which will make him think his feelings are a joke