Have you ever just wanted to be with someone so badly that you lowered yourself to what you thought they wanted instead of who you really were? It's infuriating and heart breaking to keep trying, but I finally won. I caught him. I didn't plan on letting him go. I just didn't know how bad it could get somedays.
I promise I loved him, I really did but the walk down that road that I had to take isn't something I'm going to recover from. The dark parts of my mind aren't going to get bright and cheery; not like they were anyway before all this but they were as pitch black. I lost myself loving him, I lost every aspect I loved about myself and what everyone else loved about me.
I didn't realize how bad things would get sometimes when I first started dating. I thought every guy would be sweet and kind; but I was wrong. Let's get a little back story before I go into this one. The whole reason I am who I am.
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Unleash the Lie
Non-FictionBased on a true story~ 'I love no; I loved him. Now I'm just stuck in between wanting to try for our son and wanting to let go for my safety. He'll never let me leave. I've kicked him out more times then I can count and I still let him back in..' ~A...
