11/1/19
Sometimes I think that i really don't need a BF. Every time I'm with someone we don't even last that long. The longest relationship I had was with Quan. Now me and him are friends. Then I went out with the most wonderful person on Earth, Jay. Me and him were cute and close . We were together for 7 to 8 months. There was nothing that could keep us apart. The thing about it is that he let me be me. We were deeply in love. Until I messed it up. ( It deserves a stronger word than that.) My slow self decided to go to Pay Camp And mess up our relationship. I hated myself after that. He gave me a teddy bear for Valentine's Day. It was from his ex but, its was soooo cute. My slow self decided to "cheat". At least that what he thought I did. I didn't even mess with the person I was supposedly cheating on him with. I tried to talk to him after that but, he didn't talk to me. Then I started to with CJ. He was sorta kinda like Jay but very, very freaky. Then we broke up because he said someone took a picture of me and him together and he was playing with all these other girls. Now he's not acting like how he used to. He doesn't talk to me anymore. He just goes to play football all the time. He's injured and I get that he's trying to fix himself. But all I need is some attention from him.
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The Story of My Life
RandomThis is a story about my life. My name is Martavia, but people call me Tae. There is this boy named CJ and we've been off and on and I wrote about it in my notebook I thought that I should share it with you. Life is complicated.
