11/4/19
He(CJ) is still acting like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Just this morning when I tried to hug him he didn't hug me back. Last week, he told me that he loved me. I told him I loved him too. Then after that he didn't want to talk to me anymore. When we first got back together I thought that he had learned his lesson for a lil bit but I don't know. Sometimes, I think that the stuff that Alyssa said about him being incapable of love. Now I really don't want to be with him. He didn't talk to me at lunch nor did he talk to me in Ms. Night class. The only thing he did not at lunch is put me in a choke hole. He know how I like to be choked. I might breakup with him. This time I'm not gonna feel bad about it. Imma find me someone that will actually treat me the way I'm supposed to be treated. Not like so side B. Imma find me a real one. Someone loyal, nice, caring, loving, freaky, smart, and fine af. One day imma find a man like that. Hopefully he'll love me with all his heart and not half.
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The Story of My Life
RandomThis is a story about my life. My name is Martavia, but people call me Tae. There is this boy named CJ and we've been off and on and I wrote about it in my notebook I thought that I should share it with you. Life is complicated.
