I just cant take the pressure of choosin. I mean i dont like the odds cuz im losing. Why does it have to hurt like im bruising. Takin 2 long to heal its slow cruising. Cant seem to pick the one thats right. Lookin like its wrong. Thats what its lookin like. Tears no longer hidin yeah im showin pain. Thinkin like wow cud this have been in vain.
Loves a battlefield bt my hearts the casuality. This war was lost before it had occured to me. This gun in my hand was neva meant to kill. Its like he set out to hurt when i set out to heal. I cant decide im torn between the two. The right thats in my mind and the wrong corruptin you. Its like you wanna love me but you wanna love her 2. Im tryna make this work but i think we bouta lose.Now its got me here thinkin bout what i shud do. Should i give up on love or just give up on you.
The dilema in my mind is causing misery. If we were done would it kill you like its killing me. Beautifully strummin the strings of the lonely harp painfully stabbin wounds of my bleeding Heart. Is this the way it is the glory of pain. The hateful ways of lust disguised in cupids name. Im tryin to decipher but i still cant choose. Cuz even tho its killin me im still in love with you.........So what do i decide is it to stay alive? Or continue to love u and bring myself to die. These are the decisions of my heart. I cannnt choose to stay or tear our love apart.
