WINTER BEAR | TAEHYUNG

i live so i love.

Everything changes ever since you left.

You are my first and last,
both my future and my past,

I was so scared of being in love
that i hid myself behind closed doors,
and thick books by the library

But there, I saw you
The way our eyes, our lips
met was so beautiful
ㅡunlike me, just like you.

We didn't realize that
it wasn't our hands,
it was our soul instead
ㅡwe were intertwined.

I was so scared of falling in love
the idea of falling itself,
made my breath hitched,
I was so scared.

I'm scared of the heights
but you pulled me
and taught me how to fly
you threw me, that i know how to fall

You were my muse,
The man i have always dreamt about

I was sober
when all the 'i love you'-s
escaped my lips

You taught me about life,
you taught me how to dream,

I simply want you
to sit by my side
on this journey
to eternity

But love is love.

You taught me about pain,
you left me alone,
crying.

I can't hate you,
even when you painted
wounds on my skin
and tears on my cheeks.

You were my first and last.

I was so scared of being in love,
I am so scared of being in love.

You made me the me today

You made me heartless,
because all the hurt
all the blames
all the pain
and the burning flames,

They come back right to me,

Not to you.

191120.

I was like.. insanely scared of being in love? Temen-temen aku banyak yang nangis, karena cinta. Jadi aku terlampau takut.

Sejauh ini aku temenan biasa-biasa aja sih sama orang.

I love my parents, my family, like of course i do.

I'm not looking for anyone tho, gamau nyari cinta semasa SMA dulu hahahah

See you? Pendek dulu ya♡