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Prologue

Did You Ever Been Aware Of The Feeling Nonplussed?

For Short, The Moment That You Can't Say And Do Anything.

I Felt That Before...

At A Very Young Age..

My Mother Had died because of Cancer..

My Father tried all the best he can to save my Mother's LIFE.

But It Was Too LATE.

I was like completely FROZEN i don't know what to do?!.

And..

At That Moment That's When i only saw my Father 

So....

Powerless...

That Wasn't the Father I knew..

The One Who Brings Smile to The Family when going home....

Is Fading.

Smiles began to Frown.

Laughed never exist..

My Father began to drink a lot..

I can saw in my eyes that he's was

so Hopeless...

I remember of crying in bed almost a whole night..

I cannot stop crying..

I asked myself.

Is it Because I really Missed Mom back then?

Or is it because i felt miserable..

Then..

My Dad saw me crying and tried calmed me down

He told me How he always Loved..

Met.. 

and Even proposed 

To my Mother..

He cheered me up a little..

But i know there was something..

Missing.

Then Father said 

Try to be strong Jia Hui..

I Be Strong?.

 "Stay Strong" i said to myself 

As The Time Passes By..

Going to DayCare...

Elementary...i've been awaken by this world earlier than 

I thought...

(Past Conversation)

(Incidentally making the girls hear what they say)

Girl 1: Oh my God...She's Here.....AGAIN! 

Girl 2: She's Really is Annoying!

Girl 3: I heard her mother died because they can't afford food~~!

Girl 1 and 2 (Shocked)

Girl 1: Really?! Hah! Just as I thought she's TRASH!

Girl 2: Yeah She really need to go and get out of this school for good!

Girl 3: I know right!

(To Jia Hui Shin)

in Mind "Why do they Hate me?"

"Did i do something wrong?"

  (Saw's Writing on DESK)

( GO DIE! ) ( BITCH! GET OUT ) ( LOOSER ) ( UGLY WITCH! ) ( DIE! ) ( WE HATE YOU ) ( YOU SUCK) 

( WHY DO YOU EVEN LIVE? ) ( GO TO HELL ) ( FUCK YOU! ) ( GET OUT! ) ( YOU UGLY FROG ) 

And other...

( Holds Back Tears )

in mind "NO! I need to stay strong!"

"I know this all is just SHITS!"

"Even if they continue doing this I DON'T CARE!"

"cause...I'm Used To It..."

"Jia Hui you can't back down right now!"

"Like a soldier who didnt even started to war yet!"

"Jia Hui from your'e Name Jia; good, auspicious, beautiful Hui; return"

"I know RETURN.

 "If my name just return back all the time..."

"Hah...."

"What would be better?"

( I TRIED TO MAKE FRIENDS )

( BUT THEY JUST PUSHED Me AWAY )

{ I Wondered Am i A Bad Kid? }

{ So that's Why they don't want me? }

"Always Said To Myself STAY STRONG"

"Even If they TURN ALL THEIR BACKS to you"

"Even If they walk away from you"

"I just said to myself Stay Strong"

"My Father Insisted that i Should Stay Strong But What If"

"One Day"

"Someday.."

"I Would Just Be okay.."

"END OF PROLOGUE"

TO BE CONTINUED....