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chapter 9 wth

phoenix's POV 

i woke up and flew off the bed and vixen sat up like a bullet and looked at me with worry and went to move towards me and i stood up and backed away still scared of him i was crying and blood was running from a cut on my forehead and he looked even more scared of why i was acting the way i was, i was scared that he was going to hurt me and i turned to run and saw that i was in a corner. " S-S-stay away from m-me please d-don't hurt me" i pleaded him curling into a ball with my tail over my face and my first thought was that he would get his knife and kill me he hates me i know it i just know it.

vixen's POV

Phoenix is acting different we went to sleep next to each other and he was happy but now he is acting like he is scared of me. "phoenix what is wrong why are you scared of me what did i do?" he curled up into a ball after screaming at me his tail was covering his face and he was crying. i started crying too and ran up to him and picked him up furball and all and i held him closer to me even though we were naked i carryed him into the bathroom and we took a shower that kinda calmed him down until i licked him over the ear and he looked up at me with blood still over his eyes and looked like he saw me for the first time "v-vixen i'm so sorry i really am i'm sorry." he cryed into my chest "it's ok phoenix i understand just please don't scare me like that again ok i love you and i don't wan't you hurt." 

WOW WHAT A CHAPTER UM I MIGHT NOT UPDATE DUE TO A FACT THAT I GOT A NOTIFACATION (sorry if that is spelled wrong) ON SOMETHING THAT HAS PLUNGED ME INTO GREAT DEPRRISION (again sorry if it is misspelled) I DON"T WANT TO SLEEP BECAUSE OF WHAT I SEE... IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I AM TALKIN ABOUT GO TO MY PROFILE AND GO TO MESSAGE AND JUST ASK ME AND I WILL ANSWER YOU GUY'S AS FAST AS I CAN DEAL? :)....:(