As dawn hit I stay crouched underneath the table top of the bar I grew up in as glass shatters my hands start to shake and eyes start to grow heavy my fathers scream rings through the bar as I my body goes limp and I pass out.
"Hey girly you down th...
"I'm sorry," I say shutting my eyes as johns body burns on the fire.
Dean didn't say a thing this was the first time he had been quiet in weeks he didn't cry he didn't show any emotion the fact his father died from what I saw being around Sam and John Dean was the closest to his father Sam had a resentment against John for reasons I do not know but I wouldn't pry.
"It's not you're fault Franny dad made a stupid deal that jeopardises us all" Sam says
"Hell do you know about it you left us Sammy he saved me and Franny is that stupid to you is it because you wanted to go back to your life with Jessica or to the interview that you had to be an intern it was just me and dad that whole time so don't even think about bad-mouthing dad" dean snaps getting up in sams
"Guys stop John said to keep it under the radar does this look under the radar to you your a family you have each other my father was my whole life I didn't have no siblings and my mother she was hopeless so thank God you have each other okay," I say snapping at them both.
The three of us stayed silent until his body was completely burned and the flames and crunches of the leaf became near non-existent.
"Where are we going to stay tonight," I say curiosity written all over my face but you know what they say about curiosity huh?
"A old friend he has a cabin, "Sammy says smiling back at me.
Deans face once again looks like it's just been slapped he hasn't smiled all day I don't think I've seen the smile since I arrived maybe on the Badluck maybe I should just leave.
" We are here," Dean says in a monotone voice showing no emotion.
He stopped the car and I get out walking to the back to get my backpack and the suitcase not sure if I should Unpack fully, to be honest, I don't even know where we are it looks like a cabin out in the woods out where no other cabins were.
It looked pretty beaten up from the outside from what I could see of it but hey you should never judge a book by its cover.
Then I noticed the door open and I see an old face that I hadn't seen in awhile an old face that I could trust that used to care for me when my father was away on hunting trips.
"Oh my goodness Bobby" I shout running up to him hugging him.
"Franny it's been so long," he says hugging back.
"You know each other?" Sam says raising his eyebrows.
"Yeah, bobby used to look after me while my dad went on a work trip." I say smiling.
"I guess you figured out what a hunting trip stands for huh?" Bobby says laughing.
"I guess I did aha," I say laughing awkwardly
"Bobby we told you on the phone what happened to Franny's dad," Sam says.
"That's right I'm so sorry Franny you're father was a good man. " Bobby says hugging me remorsefully.
After getting in and settled we had dinner and let's just say there was no conversation we had dinner in complete silence.
The tension filled the air like a foggy mist over mountain.
I'm currently in the guest room that's set up for me the walls were filled with pretty flowery wallpaper and the bedsheets were blue with little red roses on I snuggled in when I hear a noise downstairs I get up out of bed trying not to make any noise or rock the floorboards.
"My goodness, you gave me a fright," I say to the dean as I make my way to the bottom of the stairs.
"Dean you have to talk sometime," I say getting mad at him as he just stayed still sat leaning against the counter on the floor next to the fridge with a beer in hand.
"Please talk to me," I say as I sit down next to him and cross my legs.
"I'm sorry, I was such a dick when you met me," he says tears in his eyes.
"It's okay no sweat," I say smiling.
"I don't think I can do it without him all Sammy wants me to do is break down and tell him I'm not okay because I'm not," he says taking a sip of his beer.
"That's okay dean you have the right to be." I say taking his beer out he's hand and putting it in the bin.
"Hey that was a perfectly good beer," the dean says.
"Beer doesn't solve all the issues in the world." I say looking at him.
"How do you do it, you've lost the only person constantly in you're life and you're still smiling." He says.
"He would've wanted me too he wouldn't be happy if I just gave up," I say.
"I should've been driving it wouldn't have happened we wouldn't have died," he says as tears start streaming down he's face as I look at him feeling he's sadness as a tear slips down my cheek.
"look what you're doing to me Winchester you're making me soft!" I say laughing as I wipe my tear.
"You can't blame yourself, dean, If you do you will never move on and knowing John he would've wanted you to find the thing that did that and kill it!" I say as he nods he's head and wipes he's eyes
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"I'm sorry you lost him dean" I say hugging him.
"I'm sorry you lost your dad Franny," he says As I hug him.
Deans hugs wasn't like anyone's hugs I'd ever felt they was warm yet guarded he's hug it told a story of fear sadness tears and it broke my heart.
