HAZEL POV
I woke up to 7:30 am shitty alarm that was blasting Taylor Swift into my ear that was bought by a shitty person me. I got up feeling like I broke my back last night well it wouldn't be the first time, trust me I wouldn't. I'm a 21 year old, virgin with straight brown hair, crystal blue and green eyes. I suddenly thought to myself
"I have to go to work" with a shock and opened my eyes.
"FML " I said with true feeling.
Well why I have to go to work because 1. I don't make YouTube money 2. I'm not Beyoncé and 3. cause the government makes me. Why... I don't know ask Obama or the the ultimate Christians or even maybe the KKK, I laughed silently under my breath thinking this is going to be a good day well not for long, to be honest with myself.
I was thinking about having a shower cause I needed one by the smell of it. I looked at myself in the mirror, I don't know if the mirror was haunted or something cause I looked at the mirror and It wasn't pretty. I fixed my hair so I could see my long straight hair and not wavy hair. I took off my clothes went into the shower the warm and cold water hitting my back sending cold feeling up my spine every splash, thinking of what happened last night, a party that Raven my best friend dragged me into, a club that or a something else she did well.....probably and hopefully just a normal night.
I got out of the shower , straightened my hair put my eye liner with mascara and poked my self in the eye. "Great morning" I thought I knew it wouldn't last long I hear a ring on my phone and Raven's name dashes on my screen. I
Dash to put on my clothes, a white t-shirt with black ripped booty shorts and pick up the I phone and make up a lie about how my alarm didn't go off.
"Hey I'm going to your house at 9" Raven said
" I don't know come to my house at 9:30"
"K bye"
"Wait, I'm feeling lonely today does it mean anything "
"No it doesn't Hazel calm down that's normal"
The truth about me is I don't or never did have a boyfriend, I've always been waiting for that right with a smile on my face and he never came and my smile fell off my face I've never felt love my parents hated me I tried making them happy never worked I always got sent to the closet but I can't tell anyone that it'll make them feel bad for me which I didn't want I'm not that attention person. I even thought of turning lesbian, but then I
Realized I like dick so that phase stopped
