This guy
nothing I thought I would ever fall for
someone I don't see myself falling for
fell for me
someone who can't feel love
someone who has never even felt like she has been cared about
who is constantly used and abused
who has blocked everyone
yes he hurt me once
he gave what we once had to someone I called my bestfriend
But I don't feel the same anymore
I forgave
I never can forget
when my mind reminds me of the thing he said to her that he is now saying to me
when we were together nothing but angry stares and empty silences filled our conversations
But after she played you, you want me
you tell me all the things you told her now
why
is it because you felt what I felt
it is true I never felt anything towards you but the feeling of doubt
but I never once lied to you about how I felt
we, are not a unit
we are like the magnets that a child once tried to force together
we are the water and oil solution
we are ,not meant to be
and as much as my heart tells me this
I ignore it
and just remember how sensitive I am
it's just me there is nothing wrong with him
I'm just over reacting and I'm ungrateful
