My Worse Memories

Chapter 4.

Chapter 4.

When 7th period's bell rang and I scrambled out of my seat and sped walked to the buses. I walked on and sat on the first seat on the right and pulled out my purple headphones and plugged them into an old MP3 and let them blast Mayday Parade while I stared out the window. I arrived at my door within 10 mintues. I told my mom I didn't feel well and she told me to lay down and take a nap after giving me some medicine. I knew she would and I may have lied, but I had to see Alec. I had to find out who he was. I had to find out what purpose he had in my life. I wanted to understand what he was, who was, what he wanted.. Probably all thanks to that shit mom gave me, but I went to my room, laid down, and passed out without even realizing it. My mind slowly brought me to the black and white colors and I picked up where I left off with Alec. When I opened the door I seen his gorgeous face and it seemed to make my mind to show colors. Could this mean something? Could it mean that he is something? Could it mean that he is what's making my life brighter and better? Just maybe? He grabbed my hand and kissed my knuckles, "You mean the most to me. Nothing is as important anymore.. not since I've lost you." He flattened my hand in the middle of his tight and rock-solid chest. "please come back and be mine again. I don't want either of us to be this miserable." I nodded and hugged his neck as tears fell from my eyes. How does he do this to me? I didn't understand. I pulled away and went to say something when he slid his gentle hand over my bottom jaw and pressed his lips to mine as soft as he possibly could and, out of nowhere, I knew what he meant. I knew what he was to me. I knew our past, I knew what we'd been through. I knew how much Alec meant to me, which was to world. I knew why I'd been going through hell without him and I being together. I needed him. Through everything and everyone I'd ever known Alec was the one. I knew he'd always be the one for me, my true love. After another 2 seconds he pulled away slowly and I said "I want to be with you again, but-" He kissed the tip of my nose bringing my words to a hault. "Don't second guess things, sweetheart. I'll see you soon." He stepped back and held my hands close to his waist and gently pressed his forehead agaisnt mine and he whispered. "I love you, Megan." Then he walked away letting my arms drop through his palms. I heared the bell ring and watched him walked through the double doors through the flood of people going to their next class.