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it's zen: in year 9, I helped you sneak out to go to the hottest party of the year. when you asked your parents they said no bc something could happen and they couldn't lose their only daughter.

it's zen: you called me and told me to come get you bc you really wanted to go to that party. I helped you and you told me to bring you back home by 12.

it's zen: when we got to the party, we hung out with a couple of friends and we decided that the party was boring so we all went to a room and chilled.

it's zen: they asked me to try this drink, but I refused. when they asked you, you quickly said yes and tried it.

it's zen: I kept trying to tell you that you could get drunk and you're only 14, but you didn't listen.

it's zen: you kept asking for more drinks and they kept giving you more and more and you didn't know what you were doing after that.

it's zen; we played spin the bottle and it landed on you, I was sitting next to you. basically, you stole my first kiss and I stole yours.

it's zen: to be honest, i did enjoy the kiss. it wasn't you, i just really liked you and I wanted our first kiss to be perfect. I knew you weren't going to remember it by the morning.

it's zen: anyways, our so called friends dared you to run outside only with bra and underwear on. you didn't know what you were doing, you we're drunk but you agreed to it.

it's zen: I tried telling you that it's a bad idea and let's just go home but you wouldnt listen.

it's zen: you stripped, and you were only in your bra and underwear. i wasn't enjoying it.

it's zen: you ran outside and we all watched you. I tried chasing you and telling you to put on some clothes but mark kept telling me to leave you alone.

it's zen: I got mad and punched him, he told me 'what's wrong with you man, i thought you liked her. this is probably the only time you'll see her naked'

it's zen: I punched him and Andy tried to get me off of him. before I knew it, i heard a loud scream coming from the streets.

it's Zen: I got off mark and ran to where you laid. you had 2 scratches on your forehead.

it's zen: I called 911, and they got you to the hospital quick. they called your parents and they blamed it all on me.

it's zen: we waited hours for the doctor to be finished, and by the time he was done your parents wouldn't stop lecturing me.

it's zen: they told me I was a bad influence, and I told them it wasn't my fault.

it's zen: none of our friends even came, it was sick. no one even cared. the doctor came out and said that you had forgotten only your past life. which means you forgot about your childhood memories, you getting hit by a car, our kiss, everything.

it's zen: when I came to see you, your parents didnt let me. they said 'i think you should leave, I mean she already forgot about you so what's the point of trying to gain her memory back.

it's zen: after that, I left. i really wanted to see you. I wanted to talk to you. I wanted you to remember me.

it's zen: one day, I saw you getting the mail and I walked up to you. I said "lauren! hi"

it's zen: you gave me the dirtiest glare, and asked me who I was.

it's zen: a month later, i went to your house and rang the doorbell. a lady answered it. i asked where you were, she said she just moved in that house last week.

it's zen: I've been trying to find you for years, i couldn't stop thinking about you. one day I joined the X factor and yeah.

it's zen: the whole "my friends dared me" thing was a lie. i went on tour to Manchester England and I saw a girl texting 'Lauren Pilar'

it's zen: i said to my self, that's my lauren. I asked the girl if I could see a picture of this lauren pilar. when she showed me it, i knew it was you. i asked for your kik and I told her I was an old friend.

it's zen: and now.. well I'm talking to you.

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