chapter 5

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"mum...I can't do this I can't keep hiding the truth from lily...I love her mum u know I have always loved her....is just too much mum is too much" I poured at all my emotions on my mum's grave if only she was here to mend things up....I messed up big time.
I need to get a drink.
I walked to the pack bar... everyone was shocked to see me those have didn't know I was back ....I called my best friend Maro.
I can see him walking towards by direction at the end of the bar
"Hey man" Maro said giving me a tight hug
"Hey" I responded absentmindedly. Maro and I have being friends since 3 his mum took care of me when my mum died....she was like a mother figure to me and Maro?? He is like a brother to me...I can never do without this people
"What's wrong dude??" Maro snapped me out of my thought.
"Am just thinking about lily...I dunno if I should tell her the truth ...am confused
" Tell me what happened bro" Maro ordered me... I rolled my eyes at him
He is fond of doing that....ordering people around.
I ended up telling him everything that happened earlier today
"That means u haven't fucked her yet???" Maro shouted
" What???" I asked shocked
"Dude....when I find my mate am going to fuck her right there...I have an horny wolf to satisfy" we both laughed at his funny remark
"Let's hope u won't meet her in a situation like mine" I said getting a nod from him
"U just need to tell her....she needs to know common u can't keep leaving her in the shadow...well she is ur mate now..she is beautiful, smart....she deserves to know what is happening to her mate" Maro said with a serious tone..
He is right I need to tell her I need to tell her the beast she is mated to.....we drank a lot more and I checked the time is past 12am
I need to go back home lily will be waiting....I was wasted an Maro decided to drive ...I got home eager to see my mate
I entered our room I saw her sitting on the ground her head on her knees....I walked up to her she looked at me and all I saw was tears stained eyes....my mate has being crying
" Where have u being ...u left me on ur first day here...why!!!!?" She screamed making her cry
I just looked at her and walked to the bathroom the guilt still hitting me hard ..I need to tell her anytime from now...I need to
I finished my business and decided to sleep I saw her on the bed pretending to sleep
I walked to the other side of the bed
" This is not what I imagine my relationship to be...if u don't love me reject me.... tomorrow I will be going back to my room" she said
"Am sorry " that was all I said

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