IUsed2LoveU (A bisexual love story)

Love at First Sight.

Started as friends, that is what we are.

I'm nothing to you, you are special to me.

You have your man but you are my girl in my dreamland, and always hoping soon you could be mine.

Days and days i see how you love him and it hurts to much but I know you will never draw your attention towards me,

How could i ask someone like you to be mine when my sexuality is same as yours?

When i know you need a guy to make you happy and not someone like me who can only stare at you?

But hope is fragile not until I make it happen.

At the beginning of this infinite journey of loving you, I found hope of loving someone else.

It was years ago since i was inlove, and I had some flings but never become real.

Not until one night at my favorite cafè I saw you and with just one sight i know I fall inlove with you.

I can still remember that night you wear a black dress. How sexy you look and how graceful you move.

How your hand touches the cup and how you put the cake on your red lips.

I'm so amaze by your beauty as if i never see anybody like you before.

You are so stunning like a chandler in my eyes, and from that day on I can't take you out of my mind anymore. That even in the hit of the morning i'm day dreaming of knowing you.

One Saturday morning as i jump out of bed i look from the window of my belov space and see you there at the ground sitting with your friends.

I fix myself and rush down just to see you nearer but fate doesn't allow me, I don't see you there anymore.

Walking down the street, I can't help but look around hoping to see you or even a shadow of you will be fine.

I'm thinking while I make every step, How can I know this wonderful girl I see? She's an angel send from above for me.

I take a breathe and keep walking around, until i finally see my angel with another man.

She look so great, I thought, but I get sad when i see you start to crying.

You're man is just living you behind. He doesn't even care how you feel at this time.

I want to go where you are and hug you, but how can a stranger like me will just make that kind of move?

How i wish it could be easy, But it will not be but i like you so much

So i take my first step...