Silent Whisper

Chapter 12

I woke up Sunday morning with all the memories of yesterday still in my head. I was pregnant. I am pregnant. I have a baby inside of me right now. And I'm suppose to kill it today. I was going to kill a baby today. I can't kill a baby. I can't. I love kids and if I am going to become a teen mom then so be it. I am a teen mom now.

"Ana!!" I yell

"What?! What is it?" She runs in my room

"I'm going to be a mom!" I yelland start crying

"You're going to keep it!"

"Yes!!" I squeal

"Aww yay. A baby! Don't worry you always have me to help."

"I know" I can't stop crying

I called to cancel my appointment. From this day forward I'm going to be the best mom I can be. I want this baby to be loved and have the best childhood it can.

 "Are you ready for school tomorrow?" Ana asked

"No" I groan

"Well what are you going to wear?"

"I have no idea. I don't have anyone to impress." I say and turn on the tv downstairs.

I see Dakota on the news being arrested.

"Ana come here!"

"Wha- oh"

Dakota has been put in jail for statutory rape. '

"He is finally locked up. He can't hurt me again." I say to myself

"Yes he is. Now you can go rest and get some well deserved sleep for once." Ana said as she gave me a hug

"I know. I think I will." 

"Good. No more nightmares I hope. Oh and you should contact Matthew." She says with a wink.

"Okay?"

And she just walks away. Well that was weird. I wonder why I need to talk to Matthew. He can't know I am pregnant. I have to keep this a secret for as long as I can. I am happy and all but I'm not ready for the attention and everyone finding out what really happened to me. I am just not ready for that what's so ever. So I decided I will just see him tomorrow anyway. I will just wait til then to contact him. I don't really have a reason to right now anyway. So he can wait until tomorrow. Right now I need to get some sleep. And hopefully I will sleep with no nightmares and me waking up scared and worried. Dakota is locked up now and he can not get to me or my baby. We are both safe. 

I put my hands on my stomach and slowly rub it. Even though the baby isn't very big I just always want it to know that I care for him or her. I wonder what it will be. I need to start planning for it. No I will not stress about that right now. I'll safe it for later. Right now my baby and I need some sleep. And with that I let my eyes close and sleep take over.