HIM

Ch.9

(Nia)
Me and Des have been doing this thing for a Month. I say "thing" because we really don't put no name on what we're doing because we not just having sex and we both love each other. But lately I've thinking about that Kayla situation and what I'm going to do if she really pregnant with his baby. That's going to ruin everything and it's gonna be hard to get rid of that type of pain. Not only will I be losing a best friend but I will be losing my lover too and I just know it's gone hurt.

I'm starting to regret giving myself up to him like that when I knew the baggage he came with. I should've just waited until his results came in. Now that I'm serious about him even more than I was when we were just friends i start overthinking and putting myself in moods were I want to cry. I've been avoiding Des all day. I need some time to think.

I'm just gonna focus on my work and keep to myself for a minute.

                                         ( Des)
  
I think Nia been avoiding me and I know it's about that baby. I can't wait until these results come in so all this can come to an end and I can get back with Nia. I really love her and I don't want to mess this up . That's my best friend and that's not gone change. Kayla always trying to find a way to ruin my life man that's why hope that baby not mine but if it is Im going to have to do what I have to and that's be a father. My dad wasn't around me growing up and I wouldn't want my child going through what I went through regardless of how I feel about Kayla if the child mine I will take care it. If it's not I want nothing to do with Kayla...PERIOD.