We are born sick (minsung ff)

#3

Pov Jisung
The guard drags me through the cafeteria. I see jeongin and wooyoung and actually everyone look at me. I'm breathing heavely through my nose and mouth spit everywhere same with my blood. I fight against the guards strong hold. But he only grabs my wrist harder.

He opens a door and pushes me inside. I meet eyes with 3 people a man a woman and a boy around my age. I stop breathing as heavy as first but I probably look like a wolf with blood thirst.
The woman stops with talking to the man and looks at me. Okay so I think I just stopped breathing. The woman stands up and walk over to the guard. "Info ?" The guard looks at me and sighs.

"Name is Han Jisung 18 yrs old anger isseus anorexia and schizophrenia." She nods and caresses my cheek. "Ur gonna be okay" she looks at me like a mom would. Ugh I hate her I'm completely fine. "I'm sorry but I'm fine. " She shakes her head. "Ur not or else u wouldn't be here?" I sigh deeply she acts like a mother.

"You're not my mom so fuck off lady!" She looks at me with angry eyes and whispers something to the guard. He nods and bring me to another room. "Therapy starts now." Seriously that's all the fat guy has to say I hate that guard already. I look around the room and see a young woman on a chair at a desk. She looks at me and smiles. How could she even manage to smile I'm covered in blood. She asks for my name and I tell her she seems pretty decent.

"So why r u here?" I roll my eyes. "I'm sorry but cant u see I'm covered in fucking blood?!" She laughs a little. "Yeah but I still dont know why you're here I never saw u before?" I explain the whole story after I sit down. She nods and smiles the whole time. Just like a person that pretends to listen. This woman just want to go home that's a little to obvious. She gives me some pills for calming down the same they use for people with adhd me as an example. I have adhd and its pretty obvious.

She let's me go and I walk through the hallway. What the hell I see a woman standing in front of me. She looks kinda familiar. "M mom?" I ask with a skating trembling voice. She nods and I start to cry. I know it's not real but it feels so real. I collapse to the floor. I hug my knees and cry harder. I hear someone sitting next to me. I look up to meet eyes with the boy from the womans office. The woman that acted like a fucking mom I think this is her son so that explains the momish behaviour.

He gives me a warm smile and places his hands on my shoulder. "Are u okay?" I shake my head and my hair falls over my eyes. He wipes it out of my face. "I'm minho ur jisung right?" I nod he smiles again this time I smile back. "Who were u talking to I heard u say mom but no ones here?" I sigh lightly scared for his reaction to what I'm about to say.

"Its an effect from my schizophrenia." He thinks for a second "May I ask what the hell schizophrenia is?" I let out a giggle omfg I'm a idiot."Its obviously a mental illness that makes me see people that arent real or died suck as my mom." He looks at me with sadness in his eyes. "I'm sorry for your loss." I shrug it off and stand up. I grab his hand and pull him up. "So should we exchange numbers so we can talk some more?" I nod and type my number into his phone. He smiles and ruffles my hair he walks away while pointing at his nose. "Dont forget to shower." I nod and walk towards my room.

I walk into the bathroom and wash the blood of of my face. I dry it of and look in the mirror. My eyebrow has a cut in it and the corner of my lip is bruised. Oh yeah and obviously my nose hurts like hell.

Knock knock.
Seriously who the fuck is knocking now. I open the door and a shortish black haired guy appears in front of me. "Uhm sorry who are you?" He looks into the room. "Is felix here I'm changbin his boyfriend." I nod "He is here I think he is in the room next to this one he is probably with jeongin." He nods and thanks me he walks away to the next room. I close the door and sit on my bed again.

My phone buzzes and I see an  unknown number texted me. It's probably minho.

×××××××××
Hey its minho

Jisung
Hey minho

You changed ××××××××× to minho

Minho
So what are u doing?

Jisung
Breathing and obviously texting u duh

Minho
Sassy arent we?

Jisung
Shhhhh

Minho changed jisung to jisung<3

Jisung<3
Did u just put a heart behind my frickin name

Minho
Maybe

Jisung<3
I can see it idiot

Minho
So

Jisung<3
Omfg

POV felix
Knock knock
I open the door to see changbin my lovely boyfriend. He is minho's best friend so he can come to my room every day. He pulls me in por a hug and pecks my lips softly. I smile and turn around I grab his hand and pull him onto the bed. Jeongin looks at is in disgust. I lay my head on changbins shoulder. "Get a room" I look at jeongin "Get out of the room." He laughs and shakes his head I laugh a little to. After a while we decide to do just dance. I pick beep beep I'm a sheep. Changbin pick rockaby for us two. And obviously jeongin pick dangerous woman by ariana grande's cuz hes a wild child.

Seungmin just lays on his bed while listening to music. The poor kid he has some isseus. After 2 hours of aggressively dancing to madonna changbin and I go to my room. When I step inside I see jisung smiling like an idiot hes looking at his phone. I snap my fingers like thanos and chungha and he looks at me.

"What?" I sigh. "What happened earlier we just saw u with blood on ur face getting dragged through the cafeteria?" He sighs too and explain the whole story. "I was just walking through the building and saw a blonde short guy in a room. There where 4 guys in front of him. They where bullying him so I stood up for the boy. The tallest out of the 4 pushed me so I lost it. I pushed and kicked all of then buuuut.  I pushed the guy that pushed me first to the ground. I started hitting him and couldn't stop so I knocked him out but still didn't stop I think hes gonna kill me."

"The kid u stood up for was jimin and the guy u beat up is named mingi. The other 3 probably where Jackson mark and kai."

Hey I'm sorry if my book is cheesy asf it's my first book ever. I'm also sorry if it's boring asf I dont rlly care but next chapter is gonna be more interesting. I promise oh and I'm gonna stop with the songs cuz I think it's stupid.