addicted- Yoonminseok FF

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Jimin's Pov

Me and Yoongi were on our way to therapy, I sighed softly and looked out the window of the car as we passed by things.

These past few months have been rough for all three of us, school has been stressing all of us so has our jobs. It wasn't a really good choice for us to move out of our parents house cause now we all have to help support each other and we are barely making enough money to live off of.

We always end up asking our parents for money since we know they won't say no to us since we are their kids but sometimes its hard, my mom is still trying to accept the fact that I left to move in with them, Hoseok's parents are struggling financially since his dad lost his job, and Yoongi's parents are always helping us but we end up having to pay them back.

Out of all three of us I work the least because of my anxiety and because my temper is not under control yet and I am very snappy.
They both tell me that its fine that I don't work a lot but I know its not cause it puts more stress on them.

Yoongi soon pulled up into the parking lot of the therapy center and parked the car, I took my seatbelt off and exited the car slowly and took a deep breath.

I closed the door behind me and walked towards the entrance as Yoongi followed behind me, I opened the door for him and waited for him to walk inside.

Once he did I followed behind him and went to go sit down in a chair as he went to go check me in, as I sat there I zoned out and started thinking about what me and Jackson would even talk about today. I'm probably only going to tell him about the incident that happened earlier.

I just groaned and ran my fingers through my hair, "why does everyone have to be so fucking-" I stopped talking as I felt someone grip tightly onto my hand. "Park Jimin don't you dare finish that sentence" Yoongi said deeply and looked me in my eyes.

"We are in public, use your manners you know better than to use that type of language in front of many people" I just looked down and nodded. "I'm sorry i'm just stressed.." Yoongi let go of my hand and got on his knees in front of me, he gently cupped my cheeks and sighed.

"Baby, why haven't you told me this.. you know I am here to help you with everything right?" Before I could reply I heard a familiar voice call for my name and stood up along with Yoongi, he ruffled my hair and kissed my cheek.

"Bye baby, we'll discuss this more when I come home from work.. you're fine with walking back home right?" I nodded and smiled and kissed him gently before I pulled away and giggled. "Bye I love you.."

"Love you too" he said as I walked away and went towards the door Jackson was standing at waiting for me. "Isn't it a little to early for PDA?" He asked as I walked inside the room. "Yah shut up~" I whined and went to go sit down in the chair I usually sat in.

He closed the door and walked towards his desk and got his notebook before he sat down across from me. "I can tell something is wrong with you today"

I nodded and sighed, "I caught Hoseok drinking again and we got into an argument and I almost hurt him and To be honest I don't even give a fuck b-because he broke the promise and he deserves to be hurt because he keeps fucking doing and I'm sick and tired of him lying its always the lame excuse wh-"

"Jimin" Jackson said completely cutting me off. "You haven't been taking your meds, you are shaking right now and you are getting more and more irritable each time you come see me.."

I look down at my hands that were indeed shaking, "I haven't been taking them because either way they wear off easily and don't help cause at the end if the day I'm still angry over something." I said as Jackson was writing things down in his notebook.

"So you're getting angrier and you haven't talked to anyone about except for me correct?" He asked. I just nodded and sighed. "Yoongi is always working and Hoseok is always at work or doing stuff for school so I don't talk to them since I don't want to annoy them."

Jackson set his notebook down and ran his fingers through his hair, "you guys are gonna give me gray hairs.. um todays session is going to be cut short because i have to make a few calls about you. I need to call to see If your mother will allow you to get tested for mental and illnesses because I feel like this is more than just your anger issues bothering you, then I need her permission to see if your doctor will let me prescribe you different or stronger meds but that all depends on your test results. I plan on seeing all three of you soon and I need to hear all three of you guys story before I can actually help you with anything.. so you're free to go I will see you soon.."

I nodded completely understanding and got up, "thank you for your time hyung bye have a good rest of your day.." I said and waved at him and gave him and small smile before I walked out and left the building. I sighed as the cool breeze hit my face and I started slowly walking home.

Recently it feels like everything is falling apart slowly, I understand that we all are stressed but its like we can barely control ourselves and that's not good, I just wish things were normal again.. to where we all could laugh and be cute together without a care in the world.

But right now it seems as if thats not gonna happen again anytime soon. I soon got back home after thirty minutes and I walked inside, when I looked up I saw Hoseok sitting on the couch on his phone. For some reason anger took over me and I couldn't control it.
Why was I still upset over an incident that had already been solved..i think.

"Hey baby.. whats wrong?" He said as he lifted his head and looked at me. I stormed over to him and lifted my hand and swung it towards his face.

Hey how is quarantine and corona treating yall? Sorry for like not updating lol but anyways i hope you enjoy this shitty update and make sure you stream ugh!