Anxiety

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VIRGIL POV

It was a normal day. All of the sides were standing in their normal spots, with Thomas and they were making a video. It was going fine until, Virgil got a thought..... a bad thought. A thought so bad it would typically make him crumble to the floor and cry, but he was making a video! He couldnt do that! Besides, what would the others think?! Patton, being the kind and loving side he is, would most likely run over to help. But what if he didnt?! What if he just thought of him as an inconvenience, and told him to get ahold of himself?! NO! Patton wouldnt do that!
Right....?
And Logan! There was no telling what he would do. It could really go eaither way!
Then their was Roman.... he would most certainly laugh at him! And he wouldnt be able to put up with that... the truth was he had a crush on Roman.... a HUGE one... and everytime the creative side poked fun at him it hurt! A LOT! But their is no time to be thinking about that now! He needed to make a decision. Now. So he chose to grab the railing so hard his knuckles turned white, and hold in the sobs that were eating away at his insides, until he got back into his room. Yeah... that would work...
"Virgil? Are you okay?" He was broken from his thoughts by Pattons concerned voice. He looked around and everyone was staring at him with a concerned look.
"Y-yeah... sorry P-patton.. im fine..." he wasnt. He wasnt fine. He hated lying to them, but it was easier then explaining what was going on.
"Virgil, that is a falsehood. Dont lie to us." this time it was Logan who was speaking. Shit! How did he know?!?!
"I-i im not lying! I said im fine! So im fine!" Virgil snapped back at the logical side.
"Virgil...." Patton started before he was cut off by Virgil screaming,
"IM FINE!" Why did he do that?! Oh god, they hate him now! Oh no! What had he done?! He sank down and went to his room, despite the cries from the others. About an hour later he was starteled by a soft knock at the door. Virgil tried to ignore it. But it happened again.
This time someone said "V-virgil? Can i come in?" It was Roman! What was he doing here?! Oh god, he was here to make fun of him for sure! "Virgil? Are you in there?" Roman added after a few minutes of silence.
"GO AWAY!" virgil yelled against his gut telling him to let princy in and tell him his problems and cuddle and- NO! This was HIS problem. He would not put it on Romans shoulders!
"Virgil... please let me in..." Roman was still there?! Why didnt he leave?! Did he really want to make fun of him that badly?! Before he could stop himself, Virgil got up and walked to the door opening it to see a worried Roman standing on the other side. Virgil steped to the side to let Roman in, and princy did just that. He walked in and sat on the bed patting the space beside him for virgil to sit. Virgil obliged and sat down next to the creative side. Then roman did something neither of them expected. He put an arm around Virgil!
"W-what are you-" Virgil was quickly cut off by Roman shushing him and pulling him closer. He hugged him. He was hugging him! OMG! ROMAN IS HUGGING HIM! WHY IS HE DOING THIS?! IS THIS SOME KIND OF SICK JOKE?! OH NO! THIS IS A JOKE ISNT IT! OH NO! WHAT DO I DO?!?! Virgils mind was screaming! Despite the screams in his head he wrapped his hands around Roman and hugged back.
"Shhhhhh... its okay.. im here..." Roman said, rubbing circles into the darker sides back. The next thing Virgil knew he was sobbing into Romans shoulder. And Roman was just sitting there, hugging him! He wasnt making fun of him! This wasnt a joke! This had to be a dream! But if it was, when Virgil woke up he would surely yeet himself out a window!

ROMAN POV
OMG! IM HUGGING VIRGIL! AND HES CRYING ON. MY. SHOULDER!!!! to be honest i have had a crush on him for a while now, but i refuse to tell him. He hates me. Roman was broke out of his thoughts by silence. Wait...silence? He opened his eyes to see Virgil had fallen asleep on his shoulder! Oh no! He thought. NOT THIS CLICHE! Oh gods...
(An: My fingers hurttttt!! Hope you enjoyed!)

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