10.57p.m
Okay I don't know how to start .
I woke up at 6am and now I'm about to sleep. The thing is, how did everything happen so fast in one day, I mean a lot of stuff happened.
I'll tell you about it............OK firstly, I woke up at 6 as I told you, did what I usually do and waited for the bus. While I was waiting I thought a bit about friends and stuff, then an idea popped, I told myself I won't speak until I'm spoken to. But I actually didn't have courage to be rude enough and not say hi to the people. WHATEVA 😷
The next person we picked up (by bus) was one of my best friends (well actually the next two).I didn't wanna say hi cuz I wanted them to say hi first, but sadly the first one didn't, which made me realise that there is something going on. And here comes the next friend, SHE did say hi which is the most freaking weird thing I've ever seen, because I thought the second friend wasn't gonna say hi and the other one will. BUT NOW I KNOW WHO'S FAKE AND WHO ISN'T .
As usual we arrived to school and i said hi to the other friends (I can't resist being rude) . School wasn't so bad but the end of the day was terrible. There's that guy I'm crushing on, it feels so weird when we eye contact or talk. He's so cute😨like so so cute . But I just keep telling myself don't try falling in love cuz nobody is gonna love you back 😢........... I keep over thinking it and I actually won't stop. ANYWAYS so at the end of the day I had a fight w/ my friend cuz he is just taking it too personal.
We were literally talking about who's taller than the other and I said that we are the same height!!! he got so mad and took it wayyyy too personal.
If I actually count how many times he hurt me and I just don't say anything. I never talk back and always say sorry even if i'm not wrong but :(...... He never realised
WHAT IS SO BAD ABOUT ME THAT MAKES HIM HATE ME SO MUCH!!!
I KNOW I'M UGLY, I KNOW SOMETIMES I'M ANNOYING
but c'mon everyone makes mistakes everyone should have a second chance cuz I believe one day you will want that second chance from a person and remember what you did.
Somebody tell me why people are being so aggressive and rude these days 😭it's killing me .
(I will do the same morning routine I told you about on the last page except for the shower thingy )
💦Thanks watters💦 stay hydrated💧
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Non-Fictionit's about me, unknown, I only write my thoughts in here nothing else.. but I guess it's relatable for ppl with anxiety and depression. thanks. And I guess i'll share some tips i use in my life...😊
