Taehyung was walking down the street, staring at the ground. His eyes were full of tears and anger. He didn't know what to do or where to go, but suddenly something came to his mind.
The gwangan bridge... it was the most important place for Taehyung. When he was younger, he used to be there with his Hyung, Jin. The two boys had been really close and they've been at this place almost every day, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing~
This place brought back so many memories to Taehyung that made him cry even harder. He arrived at the bridge, walking straight to the place where they signed their names years ago. His eyes widened as he saw their names being scratched into the metal.
Tae & Jin
Taehyung got flashbacks. He fell on his knees, hiding his teary face in his big hands. He missed his family so much...
Taehyung was sitting on the ground, suffering from the cold. He had sat there for hours, crying, sobbing, suffering and thinking. The sun already started to go down and he didn't even notice, because he was still crying. And he was still angry. Taehyung couldn't believe that he lived with drug dealers almost his whole life... He thought about what they would've done with him if he hadn't run away. Maybe they would've killed him, like they did with Jin, or they would've tortured him, he didn't know. But they definitely would continue buying or selling drugs.
Taehyung pulled his phone out to see if Namjoon texted him, but he didn't.
He got -26 missed calls from „Eomma"- instead of a text message from his best friend.
„Oops-" he mumbled.
Unfortunatly, it was the last season in the year, it was winter. And at night, it usually got really cold and freezy. But Taehyung didn't care. He just didn't want to go home again. Also, he really enjoyed the view, so he sat on the ground, watching the stars until he fell asleep~—————————————
The next day, Taehyung woke up, having backache. His blonde hair was messy from the wind and his lips were blue from the cold. It was already 9.30 am, too late for college.
So he decided to stand up and walk around a bit since he was completely frostbitten. It was -3 degrees outside... His whole body was shaking and he finally saw a tiny, cosy café and nobody was there. Taehyung ordered a hot chocolate with whipped cream and the waitress was worried about him when she saw Taehyung's blue lips.
„Are you okay, dear?" the older waitress asked, looking worried.
„I'm fine, thank you." he said, giving her the money, but she pushed it away softly.
„You don't have to pay, it looks like you're not feeling well..." she said.
„Oh... no, I'll pay!" Taehyung reached his hand out again, but she didn't want the money.
„It's fine, darling."
„Hm... thank you so much-" he thanked, putting the money back in his pocket again. This lady was such a nice person...
He sipped his hot chocolate through a straw and thought about his life again... Why did this have to happen to him? Why wasn't there a person who hugged him, who cared for him and who said 'I love you' to him?
This thought was weird. No one would ever love him...
Namjoon hugged him, but he had better friends than Taehyung.
After a long time sitting in the cafe, it was time to go back to the place whare he slept the last night. After he said bye to the waitress, he opened the door and the ice cold wind hit his face. But Taehyung didn't care about the cold.
He made his way back to the bridge where the brothers had signed with their names. Taehyung stood behind the railing and looked up at the blue, cloudless sky.
„Look Hyung, I'm here~ My life's horrible... I miss you so much. Our stepparents are drug dealers... Isn't that crazy? I ran away from home... Look what I've done-"
Taehyung pushed up his sleeves and removed the bandages. He showed the cut skin on his arms.
„It felt good. I'm so sorry. But don't worry, I'll visit you soon up there... I love you Jin~"
The little boy just felt horribly bad.
But if he would jump down, would he feel relieved? Would he go to heaven and meet his family up there?
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This was a little boring but some things are going to happen 🌝
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FanfictionTaehyung's life seems like a prison and he doesn't know how to get out. Until Jungkook becomes his savior... ! smut ! ! depression ! ! trigger ! -don't like, don't read-