Warning ⚠️: self harm and rape.
If you are touchy about these topics please don't read.
I was sitting in my room under my bed. I was terrified and was on the verge of tears. My father came home early and he's beyond pissed at me. I told my father last week that I was gay and he hasn't been taking it well. He calls me a worthless faggot...among other things.
I heard his loud foot steps stomping up the stairs. "Toya!" He yelled. I flinched. He slammed my door opened and stormed in. "Toya get your worthless ass out here." He said. I slowly slid out from under the bed. He slammed the door shut and locked it. He made his way over to me and smacked me across the face. I cried and held my stinging cheek. He punched me in the gut and then kicked me once I fell down. "Get up." He said. I tried to raise up, but I couldn't. "I said get the fuck up." He said. He grabbed a handful of my hair and threw me on the bed. I cried harder, I couldn't move any part of my body. He climbed on top of me and fear spread through me. "N-no." I said. He unbuckled his pants and slid them off. "No! Stop!" I yelled he wrapped his belt around my wrist and tied my feet together. "Father! Stop!" I yelled. He punched me in the mouth. "Shut the hell up faggot." He said. He stuffed a sock in my mouth and punched my side. He slid my pants and underwear off along with his. I cried louder my muffled screams filling the room. He punched the side of my head and pulled me closer to him by my hips. He slammed his dick in me. I screamed an ear piercing scream and tried to move away. He held me tighter and hit me. "Stop squirming. You like this remember." He said. "You are a faggot after all." He said. He slammed into me harder and I screamed once more. He activated his quirk and burned my chest. I screamed as he made his hand hotter and he kept thrusting into more me harder and deeper than before. He smacked me and quickened his pace. He came inside me soon after. He untied me and left the room. I crawled out of bed crying, I made my way to the bathroom. I turned the shower on and made it scalding hot. I tried to wash away all the dirtiness, but no matter how hard I scrub I still felt dirty. After an hour of this I hopped out and dried myself off. As I was getting dress a thought crossed my mind. I can leave this place.... I can leave him. I started packing my clothes and hid the duffel bag under my bed. It'd be safer to wait until nightfall. I laid on my bed and closed my eyes. I tried to sleep, but everytime I closed my eyes I just saw that...disgusting oaf on top of me.
I reached under my bed and grabbed a small box. I opened the box and took out a pocket knife and a razor blade. I put the sharp, cold, blade of the knife on my stomach and slowly slid it across all the way over. I did this a few times. I wiped the blade of the knife and sat it back in the box. I grabbed the razor blade and placed against my thigh. I slowly slid it across, I repeated this a couple times, each time more deeper than the last. Once I was satisfied I wiped the blade and placed it back in the box. I watched as the blood dripped down my stomach and on the top of my jeans. I watched as it dropped off my thigh and pooled together on the underside. Once the bleeding slowed down I grabbed some wet wipes and wiped the blood off. I wrapped a bandage tightly around my thigh and then one around my stomach.
Time skip
As soon as my clock said 12:00 I jumped out of the bed grabbed my shoes, threw them on and grabbed my bag. I slowly opened my door and made my way to a door across from mine. Fuyumi's room. I cracked her door opened and peeked in. She was still asleep. I walked in and kissed her forehead. "Bye sis. I love you." I whispered. I walked out and shut her door. I made my way to Natsuo. I pulled his blanket up over him and kissed his cheek. "Goodbye Nat. I love you." I said. I made my way over to Shoto's. He was up. I walked over to his bed and sat down next to him. "Toya!" He said happily. He hugged my arm. "Shh, keep it down Sho, dad will flip he knows I'm in here." I said. He gripped my arm tighter and frowned. I moved my arm from his grip and pulled him on my lap. "Sho I...I have to leave for a while." I whispered. He looked up at me with tear filled eyes. "Why?" He asked. I held him tighter. "Because...I just....need sometime alone..." I whispered. He wrapped his little arms around me. "I don't want you to leave. Your the only one who stands up for me. I'll be all alone if you leave." He hid his face in my chest sobbing. I rubbed his back and played with his hair. I started crying as well. "I'm sorry. You'll have Natsuo and Fuyumi. You won't be alone...." I said. "Hey can you do me a favor?" I asked. He moved his face from my chest and looked up at me. "W-What?" He asked. I wiped his tears away and cleaned his snotty nose. "Your flames.." I started. "What about them?" He asked. "Promise that when you grow up you won't let father discourage you from using them. Not all fire is bad, some is used for good. I want you to use yours for good." I said. He nodded his head. "I promise. Anything for you Toya." He said. I pulled him into another hug and kissed his forehead. "I have to go now Sho." I said. He laid back on his bed. "Goodbye. I love you." I said. He grabbed my wrist. "I love you to." He said. I smiled sadly as I made my way out of his room. I opened the front door and as soon as my feet hit the driveway I ran. I ran as fast as I could, not really caring where I was going. I rounded a corner and stop for a minute to catch my breath. I turned and got ready to walk. While I was walking I had just realized I didn't have my wallet. "Damnit. How the hell am I going to eat now?" I mumbled. I just kept walking, until I ran into something and fell....no not something it was someone. I looked up to apologize to the guy I'd just ran into, but I froze when I saw who it was.
