Will Be Mine (Taekook)

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Jungkook woke up hearing the alarm.  He groaned and tried hard not to fall in sleep again. He finished his morning routine and went to their living room.  He saw everyone was ready to have breakfast and leave for practice. 

He greeted everyone good morning. But he didn't notice tae. Where is he??

Jungkook: ah jimin hyung where is tae??

Jimin: he is coming kook. Why ? Do you need anything from him??

Yes I need him.

Jungkook: no just asking.

Jimin: okk

As soon as jimin said those words tae entered the room.

He greeted everyone and sat beside jimin.  Jimin gave him a kiss on his  lips and smiled at him.  Tae smiled back at him. Everyone smiled at them and started to eat. Jimin started to feed tae like always.

Jk's pov

Jimin's started to feed tae. They seem so happy.  Tae seems so happy.  Why? Why can't I be happy tae? I want to be happy too. But I can't.  Because you are not with me.  I want you  tae.  I need you.

I want to see your smile for me not for jimin. I want your soft lips on mine. I want your big hands to hold mine. I want your lips on my skin. I want your voice to make me shiver. I want your body against mine. I want your hands to play with my nipples. I want you to pound in me taehyung. I want you deep in me.

I have saved the place only for you baby. It's all yours. I am yours.

I was so in my thoughts that I couldn't hear jin hyung calling  me.

Jin: yeah jungkook-ah I am calling your for hours.

Jungkook: I am sorry hyung.

Tae: are you okay kookie??

Tae asked me like he care. Do you really care for me hyung??

But I didn't say those words loudly.  I smiled at him.

Jungkook: yeah hyung I am okay.

He smiled back at me. It was a sincere smile.  Just like the ones he gives to jimin.  I don't know. Sometimes I feel like there  is something in tae's eyes .something close to love .love ...love for me . But I can't put a finger on it. How can he love me when he loves jimin?

Namjoon: ok everyone let's go. We have a long day  ahead of us.  After today we will get some rest for a few  days.

Everyone nodded and went to their cars to go to the studio.

It was the fifth hour of practice.  Everyone was hella tired.  But nobody complained knowing it was for their own good. Our choreographer told them to take a rest until the last session. Then we could go home.

Jimin and tae sat together like always. I was watching them from a far. Actually I  was watching my tae. How he smiled at jimin's remark on something, how he held jimin's hand and all that.

Then jimin's phone rang and he went to attend the call leaving tae. And that's when he looked at me.  I  averted my eyes from him as soon as i could.  But taehyung caught it. He stood up and walked to me.

I dared to look up to him. Tae gave me the sincere smile he always gives jimin.

He sat down beside me. I became stiffened. Nobody was talking.  But taehyung broke the silence.

Tae: hi kookie

Jungkook: h-hi hyung

Tae: is everything alright??

I became confused.  Why was he asking that?? Was I  being too obvious??

Jungkook: yes I am alright .why?

Tae: u don't hang out with me anymore.  Did I do something wrong??

No you didn't baby. But how can I hang out with you when Jimin is always with you??

Jungkook: no hyung. Absolutely not. Actually I thought you and jimin hyung need some privacy.  That's why i......

Tae: humm. But I like your company jungkook.  We can all hang out together like we used to do. Nothing has changed.

Nothing has changed?? Everything has changed baby.  U just don't realise it. I've lost reason to live. I thought I had a chance with you.  But it's gone now.  You are with someone else , in someone else's arms. And I can't stand it. I am dying hyung. Why can't you see??

Tae: jungkook?? Hey??

Jungkook: huh?

Tae: where have you gone??

I smiled at him. I was so in my thoughts  that I couldn't hear his calling.

Jungkook: I am here hyung. I always will be.

He smiled at me again and ruffled my hair. And then jimin came. He sat down beside tae. Tae looked at him.

Jimin: baby I have to go to busan tomorrow.

Tae: why?? Is everything alright??

Jimin: yes . It just dad is not feeling so well. So he wants  to meet me.

Tae: oh. When are you going??

Jimin: tomorrow morning.

Tae knew jimin doesn't like to leave him alone.  But he knows that tae has schedule on his own. He could not go with him. So it was pointless to ask him to go with him. But tae saw the fear in jimin's eyes.

Tae: hey I will be okay. Don't worry about me.

Jimin: why wouldn't I?? U are a big baby and an idiot.

Tae: heyyy

Jimin: shush. Jungkook??

Jungkook: yes??

Jimin: will you look after taehyung for me??

I always look after him hyung. I just don't know.

Jungkook: of course hyung. You don't have to ask. 

Jimin: thank you. 

Jimin and tae smiled at me. I smiled back.  But it was soon turned into a smirk.  I had something in mind.

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