are those real stars that hang in the sky?
or are they man made? a trick of the light?
amen
amen, amen
was it really you who said those things that night? or was it me who said them.
my brain hurts, i can't remember what happened, the thick film of vodka and ecstasy clouding my memory. did i say all those horrible things to you? did i drive you out of the house?
maybe if i would have listened to you. did i? why can't i remember?
did i have to be so ignorant? did i have to be so proud? did i have to be so fucking drunk?
was all of this my fault?
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clarification: minho pov and he's not talking about jisung
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purple butterflies ━━ l.mh + h.js
Fanfiction━━ where Minho starts to see purple butterflies after a destructive breakup ━━