Revamped Memories

No Forgiveness

replaying...

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Sans' POV

It's hard to keep this shit together. What does the kid even want this time? Or more like what's their entire goal for all this madness?! I can't seem to keep count on all that's happening. My memories on the timelines are getting fuzzier in each reset. Its getting harder to maintain this smile on my face and the calmness in my voice.

Right now the kid is probably taking their time on the ruins again. Most likely cherishing the pain of other's suffering. A month has already passed and Katrine and I got along again. With her and Papyrus in one peace made me less stressed. Papyrus is still coping from the last reset while Katrine looks unsure as always whenever she dazes off. Should I tell her?. Timelines made it confusing to tell what her reaction gonna be. I've already dealt with her face of disbelief. She'd either forgive me, try and kill me, my brother, or both to show that we're 'equal', or do anything else unexpected. But no matter how much she kills us, I know that this was all my fault. My true past with her had not been pleasant.

"Sans? Echo?" Her voice snapped me out of my trance as I looked up at her. We were currently both sitting at my first post at Snowdin. Her face was written in a worried expression. Was she talking to me? Oh my asgore what if she thinks Im no longer enjoying her company? Shit what if she already knew and was talking about it but I didn't listen-- and and-- "Are you ok? You've silent this whole time and you staring at nothing with a disturbed face is unsettling" she said as she placed a gloved hand on my shoulder. I gave her a calm look trying to assure her that I'm fine. I took her hand and snuggled it against my cheek slightly kissing it and gave her a loving smile.

"Im fine, Flower"" she looked back with a now flustered face. She smiled and laughed. "I sometimes don't understand you.." I could say the same thing to you.

"You should probably head home or go with Paps. I prefer to sleep at this time at work" She giggled a bit and playfully punched him. "Okay sleepy-head. Don't die" she stood up and waved at him. "Goodbye to you too" I replied with a wink and a wave as she disappears to the pathway.

Normal POV

He knew that wasn't the actual excuse. Although a nap would be just the thing right now. This was the usual time where the human would have opened those doo-- and it did. He teleported to a high branch on a tree to see what their appearance was. No dust was on their clothes and they only had a toy knife and a ribbon on them this time. Their eyes were closed this time too. These were signs that showed that they might be harmless but who knows. This kid has issues even he can't explain.

On cue, he jumped on a large branchand it snaps. He teleported back on another high branch just to see the human stop at their tracks before they continue, not bothering to look back.

《• Time Skip •》

Sans' POV

They hadnt shown and signs of dust or blood on them. No signs of hatred as well. What is wrong with them.. Last reset ago they were smiling as they slashed the knife around. Why must this be so all of sudden? Where was that careless expression when you cracked his head? Why dont you not reset for once?! Maybe just then... we could talk things out and live a happy ending.

Rushing, rushing for her life. Hoping that this time he wasn't too late. Maybe just MAYBE she could still be there.

But when I arrived she knelt down on one knee looking straight at the ground. You already left. She was starting to fade away now. Rushing up to hold her in my arms. She was shocked at first then smiled warmly at me as if everything was ok. Despite the tears that were falling along with her's.

"Dont do anything stupid"

Shaking out of my trance, I frowned. I couldnt let anything like that happen again. I couldnt see her like that over and over again. I rarely see what Papyrus' death was like. But her death? I've witnessed it too many times by now. Each and every death more heartbreaking than the last.

She's still not here. I've been waiting for her for a few minutes already. At the moment Im at waterfall the next thing I knew she was running up to me in her usual attire without her jacket.

She huffs and pants before speaking. "Sorry I nearly forgot about this meeting or-- whatever this is hehe" It was now or never. Gosh how do I explain this without making this 26 all over again.

"Sans? You've been acting so off lately.. Y'know you can talk to me whenever you need me." She smiled at me. Oh how I wish you could remember the timelines with me. Life would be easier if that were the case. She's waiting.

A sudden memory came to mind..

Dust

Dust was everywhere

Who was responsible for it this time though?

I sprinted from my stance. Never expecting this so soon after such a perfect ending from last time.

And just in time as I went to the end of Snowdin was Katrine stepping onto what's left of Papyrus.

She knew it before I could even tell her...

How though?

I hid behind the tree that's keeping her from seeing me. The smile plastered on her face was sinister. But what I didn't expect was that fresh tears silently came down from her cheeks.

"We're even now"

"Sans!"... What? She was crying with a worried expression while she shook me. I was crying too. It all just flashed for a moment. How long have I been staring into nothing while tears dripped down?

Was I really this sad? So broken..? Her touch. I missed it dearly.

"Do you have any idea how long I've been trying to stay sane?" I spoke. She looked so puzzled. Wiping out my own tears as I spoke again. "You still dont remember. You're still so clueless. Tell me Kat what are you fuckin' hiding from me?! You just sometimes go off even without me telling you things. Do you just what? Hah! Suddenly remember at a certain time? Or are you just pretending you forgot to toy around my feelings?! Do you not remember Cassedy?" I snapped too much didnt I?

She just continued crying. And as if she suddenly remembered something.

Katrine's POV

Cassedy...

I remember..

I remember

Why is he being so hard on though? Did I upset him that much? What does he even mean about.. this. His words felt like knives piercing my chest. I feel offended to think that I'd hide something from him.

"Do you not trust me anymore?"

Normal POV

Sans' eyes widen. He knew he fucked up. He couldn't believe he just raged on her when she truly didn't understand.

"K-katrine.. I-" "Hahah don't even say it. I'll leave you to whatever your life wants" with that she turned around ready to leave.

Sans stopped her and made her face him, face just inches away as he tried to wiped her tears. "Im sorry.."

Silence

"I hate to see you cry" he said, failing to wipe every tear. "Y'know what I've noticed from you?" She said opening her eyes only to glare up onto him. Remembering how he just murdered her without even protesting to that bastard.
"Your smile's a beautiful lie"

She yanked his hand away from her and so she dashed off. He didn't even bother chasing after her. He knew he lost his chance to talk thoroughly with her.