The One

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At school the next day, I could not concentrate at all. I kept thinking about Daville, like how much I wanted to kiss him or even better, how much I wanted him to kiss me. I knew that Daville was way more experienced than I was in everything.Firstly he was older than me by four years, he was in University, studying some medical thing and over the years I have seen him with quite a few young ladies. Sometimes I would over hear him and my brother taking about relationships. I knew enough to know that he was no player, yeah he liked women but he wasn't a user and I remember when he was really into this girl and she broke his heart and he was so hurt.

I didn't know much about his girlfriend Yanique, other than she acted too self absorbed, she came around a few times with him to visit my brother and she was always on her phone and styling somebody or the other about their make up or clothes or something like that. I didn't think she matched him and it wasn't because I liked him. I thought that even before I liked him.

Earth to Ashley, I jumped, I forgot that  I was in class. Everyone laughed. Ashley did you hear the question, my History teacher asked. No Mrs Burke I answered, embarrassed.

At break I was bugging out, Destiny I am really in bad shape. Mrs Burke asked me a question in class and I didn't even hear because I was so engrossed in my thoughts about him. Ashley and Daville sitting in a tree K I S S I N G, Destiny sang. I hit her on the shoulder, would you stop. If you haven't noticed I am crazy about a guy, who is one of my best friends, is my brother's best friend, who has a girlfriend who is gorgeous, rich and bitchy. If you ask me,its a complete mess because there are too many odds against us. We just can't be together.

Well I think that you are over thinking everything Ashley.Destiny said. I mean this is your life and if it's that he likes you and you like him , I personally don't see why it cannot happen. I have seen him with what's her face and he more seems annoyed than anything else. I watch him and when he is around you,he lights up, he smiles more and the way that he looks at you,he certainly don't look at her like that. How is that? I asked her. Well like your the only girl in the entire world. Are you sure that you don't have the hots for him and want to make a move on him?

He is gorgeous and all but no, I don't have the hots for him,too much of a good guy for me. I like them a bit more rough. Then she gets serious, I have to tell you something, please don't get mad or anything. It just happened.What? You promise that you won't be mad. Will you just tell me, I said. OK, she hesitated,then she said," I have been seeing Micheal for about two months now. Micheal? Then it sank home, my brother? Yes, are you mad. No I always knew he liked you. I was wondering how I started seeing you so regular and then we laughed.