lavender || m.yg x chubby reader [embrace yourself series]

thirteen

『 Yoongi's home, 09:30 P.M 』

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Yoongi felt highly pressured as he reread the song he had written for his last exam. He took a deep breath, emptying his mind and solely focusing on the words that covered the white pages in blue ink.

I can never take off the mask
Because the me behind this mask
Is not the one you know.
Make up to wake up today too
And dress up to mask on
In order to become the me that you love

His heart was beating fast as he pictured the smiling face of (y/n). She was so beautiful to him, more than any other being. He still couldn't believe that such a kindhearted and smart girl was actually into him. She had been so straightforward about it. He admired how easy it was for her to speak her mind. He enjoyed each second her pretty being appeared in his sight. He loved how you'd genuinely laugh around him. He adored you.

Because your laughter and happiness is the scale of my happiness.

Indeed, you made him happy. Yoongi felt lonely, depressed and useless ; but you made him feel otherwise.

I always make an effort to be the best for you
I hope you don’t know this part of me

He tried to hide his true self from you because he was scared you'd run away. Who needs a depressed, overstressed and weird guy by their side?

All of my wonder
You’re the answer

The feelings he had towards you were getting clearer day by day. All he could think was you. (Y/n) here, (y/n) there. It was always about you. How is she doing? What is she you up to? How has work been? Can she love me? Why is she so cute?

I call you her, her
'Cause you’re my tear, tear

Well, at least he knew he loved you.

(A/N : BTS' "Her" lyrics — credit to genius.com)