She's The One

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Taylana

I left the nail salon on the phone with Tyrone who I was meeting in 10 minutes to go pick up some money.

I didn't really like him like that. He was annoying and so damn clingy. He's not my nigga either. I just kept him on the side to support my financial habits and sometimes my drug habit.

He deals on the corner of 5th & Market, but he lives downtown. It's a nice place, I been there a few times, but I still wouldn't fuck with him on that level. He's really not my type.

He's from Houston, but decided to move up here to Philly when he got outta college for whatever reason. I wish he stayed down there sometimes.

I like him to stick to just being my source of cash when I need it rather him always trying to get ass outta me which he hasn't gotten. He always be talking about fucking me and how I be playing, but I don't think he realize that I'm not playing. I really don't want his old ass. Well, he not really old, but he ain't in my age bracket either.

I'm not even 25 yet and he's pushing 40. Like hell no. I need a nigga who won't get tired when we fucking 'cause I like to go rounds. Even then, I don't even want no nigga.

They not for me. I want me a nice lil sexy bitch. Somebody who I can cuddle and do they hair. Like oh my god a nice pair of titties is always nice. I like my bitches with some ass too. I love playing with ass. I'm obsessed!

Not saying I haven't had my fair share of niggas, but I realized that I'm really just into girls. I really be needing pussy like the next nigga. My bitch can't be afraid of getting her shit ate either 'cause I ain't no fake gay bitch.

I've been single way too long at this point. My ex was okay for awhile, but I definitely got tired of her over time. She wanted me to support her ass like I was her mother. That's not how this work because this ain't that. She was kinda young though too. She was 19 at the time and I mean I'm grown as fuck being 3 years older than her.

Anyway, she ain't have shit going for herself. No job, no car (she always used mine), no money (also always used mine), and no damn place to stay so she moved in with me (my stupid ass 🤦🏾‍♀️)

I mean when I love, I love hard. So I was making excuses for her to be sucking on me like a leech and not in a good way. She ain't even have good sex. Like damn if you living off me you better have some bomb ass sex. Her head was fucking garbage and she had no damn rhythm with a strap either. What was she even good for?

To top it all off, she cheated and I took her broke ass the fuck back. I don't know who the girl was, but I know that I came home one day after work and she was fucking shawty on my couch. Then tried to say it was her cousin. Mind you, I've seen all her lil ugly ass cousins at least once. So now just add another cousin into the family, like what?

Anyway, I caught the bitch with another girl on my couch, drinking my damn wine, out my damn glasses, running up my damn AC bill. I tore that damn apartment up and my neighbor called the cops which ended up getting me kicked out when my landlord found out about all the damage.

So, I listened to the bullshit story that my ex was feeding me and ended up letting her move in with me at my parent's house where I still stay now, but this is STRICTLY temporary. My dad got pissed about how my ex was eating all the food up and running up the water and electricity bill so I had to kick her out and that led to a really big argument and I ended up dropping her ass.

Besides it was time for her to go.

Since then, I've been on my shit trying to get myself my own place again so no time for dating. I met Tyrone a lil before I broke up with my ex and he's been "in my life" (if I can even say that) giving me money whenever I ask for it.

He actually just paid for my nails too. My hair got done last week and I'll need to get redone in about a month depending on what I'm doing.

I got in my car, careful of my new nails and turned on the radio. I scrolled through my Instagram out of boredom and went to one of those lesbian couple pages, just to see how things are going in "Gay Land". Rainbow Babes was giving out shoutouts and letting followers rate the girls on their story. I clicked through looking at all the different types of girls on there. There were maybe one or two that looked good on there today.

I'm not really going to say I have a "type" per say, but I mean these studs were looking good today. I put some heart eyes under their pictures before I pulled out of the parking spot.

I drove about a good half hour before I got to Tyrone's place and when I pulled up I texted Tyrone.

I'm outside

I waited for him to come outside when my friend, Erica, FaceTime'd me.

"Hey girl!" I answered

"Wha'chu doin'?" Erica asked

"At Tyrone's, getting my bread." I replied

"Ooh perfect! You tryna come to the ICE club wit' me and Yani tonight?"

"What time y'all leaving'?" I asked

"We finna pop out around 9:30, but we getting lit at Yani house before we go. That's prolly around 7 or somethin'." She explained

"Who else goin? Just yall?" I asked

"I was boutta ask Jamiya if she wanted to go."

"Oh okay. I'll go though. I'll meet yall at Yani's house around 8. I got some shit to do before I go out." I said

"Okay. I'll talk to you later, my man callin'." Erica said

"Aight." I hung up

Tyrone knocked on my window, scaring me a lil bit. I rolled my window down and turned down the music.

"Lemme see ya nails." He said

I held up my hand and watched him do a scan of my entire hand.

"They look good. You look good. Where you boutta go?" Tyrone asked

"Where my bread at?" I ignored his question

He pulled a stack out his pocket of his sweatpants and popped the rubber band before counting off my cut. He handed it the money over and I double checked the count. $300 as promised.

"When you finna come over again? I miss ya sexy ass."

"You seeing me right now. What's wrong with me being here now?" I asked

"You know what I mean Lana. What you doin' tonight?" Tyrone pressed

"I'm going out." I replied

"What about tomorrow night?"

"I work."

"What about this weekend?"

"Tyrone, I'm busy okay. What's wrong with being with me right now?"

"You don't be onna block with me no mo." He said

"It's getting cold and I'm not standing out there if I ain't getting no gas." I shrugged

"Lana-"

"Look, I got shit to do. I'll see you later Tyrone."

"Call me." He said

"I'll text you." I said before I pulled off and rolled up my window

This is what I mean by he want too much. I'm here for my damn bread and that's it. I don't even want that man. He need to find somebody else to be smashing instead of worrying about me.

I drove home and started cleaning up my room before my other lil toy came over. Your girl been without some decent head and I need my fix every now and then. I met this girl on Tinder about a month back and we've been fucking whenever. There's no feelings and I love that. She know what the hell we got going on. I don't know if her girlfriend does though. I know she'll have a real big problem, but I ain't worried about none of that. It ain't my relationship that's getting fucked up.