please dont leave me.

babes

serenitys pov -

i was sleeping peacefully until my alarm went off. i unplugged it and threw it across the room. i didn't plan on going to school today. i haven't been to school in like 2 weeks and my mom hasn't said anything about it either. i havent eatin since the funeral. things just aren't the same anymore without dad. i miss him so-

my thoughts were interrupted by my phone. i got a text message.

stdlookinbitch🤢 : baby come on you know i didn't mean to say that, look im sorry. i really am.

i havent texted corey back in forever and now he wants to get back with me ? no. not happening. i ignore the text and face the other way, but right when i was drifting back to sleep im getting another text. its hannah.

bestie💛🖇 : im coming over, your going to school babes.

ugh, i literally hate her. im not going.
nuh-uh.

i can't believe im going. but she agreed to get me ice cream after school and this morning. so im in the care with hannah eating my icecream. its in a bowl so it won't spill and be messy. billie eilish playing low in the background, i like to tell myself that billie is my girlfriend. she's so talented and hot. did i mention she was hot ? and she has an older brother , finneas , I'd do anything just to be their friends. my thoughts get interrupted by hannahs' voice.
"see im glad your out if bed. you havent tooken a shower in a long time, thats not good" she said.
"i just took a shower sunday." i said trying to defend myself.
"yeah and today is wendsay, oh and when you get home your gonna clean your room and get your life back together"
"wow um okay mom" i say clearly annoyed. hannah has been coming over everyday just to see how im doing, she's being more of a mom than my actual mom.

we get to school and im not even close to being done with my icecream. im surprised it isnt even melting. hannah parked the car and turned it off. she looked towards me and grabs my icecream, putting it down she reached to the back of her car and grabbed her brush. did i mention she rushed me out and didnt let me brush my hair. "turn, im brushing it" i grabbed my icecream back and turned facing the car window while she brushed my hair. once she was done i had already put on my nikes and we headed to out class. we only have 6 classes together. today is A Day so were currently walking to the other side of the school, slowly.
"ms.serenity glad you could finally come back to school. although your dress code is kind of- put this shirt on for me ple-"
"no. idc what im wearing, im here aren't i ?" i push the shirt away from me and continue walking. i had on my sports bra, my black sweater with my black sweats. at least my socks were pretty, they was spongebob socks. i walk in class and continue eating my icecream.
"the teachers gonna say something about that you know ?"
"i don't give a fuck what she says. fuck her, im here so who cares what im doing."
i was going to say some more but i got stopped by the teacher.
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boo this actually sucks.