Rebel Au continued

Chapter 1 - John

Btw if your like me only like to read the dialogue, I put the parentheses in bold to make it easier to read and bolded the name of the speaker in the paragraph. If there is no bolded name , then its whoever's point of view were in.

Also I'm sorry I only know how to write in 1st person so if you prefer 2nd or 3rd this story may not be for you.

ALSO I DID NOT DO ANY OF THIS ART. IT IS NOT MINE. But kudos to the person who did it's impressive.

Exactly we're we left off with John answering the door to see Hamilton and Jefferson with donuts.

   "I ... brought you donuts"said Hamilton, the guy leaves to have a dance with Peggs and the sisters and comes back with a man everyone hates, and thinks donuts will help. God I love how innocent he is while he tears me apart inside at the same time.

       "Nice to see you home again, I was just about to go get milk, we're out and and Laf wants Mac an Cheese."I can't stand this, he brings Jefferson to our house without any heads up and expects me to just be cool with it. It's a good thing we are actually out of milk, not sure if I could have thought up another excuse to leave.

     "Noooo Joooohhhhhn please stay a little bit. Laf doesn't need milk right noooow, and you haven't really meet Jeff yet." We go to the kitchen and he sits next to Jefferson, I stand on the other side of the table.He turns and snuggles into Jeffersons side and I become a little more suicidal. Great.

    Jefferson finally gets a chance to speak"Thomas, nice to meet you"He holds out his hand for a hand shake. I can't, I want to, for Hamilton, but I can't. He doesn't even seem to care about who he's holding, with the way he holds him. I can't shake his hand so I do what these past few weeks have taught me best: make an excuse.

       " Ok, I'll stay, but I'll be with Laf. Since you've been gone you haven't noticed that Herc' hasn't came home and he needs me, not Jefferson" take that bitch. Even Jeffersons scent is horrible.

      I don't think Alex has every look so confused before, at my words. I cross my arms and look him straight in the eyes, and I let him speak"Wha- what you mean he didn't come home? He wouldn't cheat on Laf. None of the sisters seen were he went?"

    "Can I talk to John?" It comes out of no were, and I can tell he wants to waste no time to talk to me. Why?! I hate the Jefferson and he, of all people, wants to talk to me? Hamilton try's to tell him not to but then, of course, Thomas knows exactly what to say " You should see Lafayette, I think he needs you too and I don't mind sharing you with your friends" I hate the way he speaks. There's no expression in his words, like he doesn't care, but despite his tone there is so much care in his words because he seems to care. Yet he is missing something.

    He turns to me waiting for my answer "Sure" I don't let my guard down. Hamilton goes and visits Laf and me and Thomas take a walk around the apartment complex. For about 2 minutes there is nothing but tense silence. I speak first and I'm not nice about it "So... You and Alex finally coming out the closet". I hate this.

     He is silent for a moment before he speaks "I thought no one knew"Jefferson

     I answer as soon as he finishes the sentence"It's not like you two don't make it obvious or anything". My eyes start to sting.We stop walking and he looks at me. Damn he's tall or is that just the boots?

   "Look, I'm sorry me and Alex are a thing, and I know you love him." Jeffersons words hit me and now I'm holding back tears.He keeps going"It's not like your very good at hiding it either. It's not much of a wonder why people say your suicidal. You can't move on, can you?"

     I'm done. The man wants to pull my mental state into this.I look down and give up on holding back the tears. Here we go "So this is how it goes. Straight to the point hugh?!" I look him in the eyes with tears "your right Thomas. I do love him and if your what make's him happy, then you better make him feel loved. And I swear if you ever so much as forget to tell that you do, I will personally kill you" the tears won't stop" and don't think that because your taller and got more money I wont get you if you hurt Hamilton." I turn to leave, we do need milk after all.

       Then the this damn virginian grabs my arm and pulls me close so I'm forced to listen"Ya know, you better be glad if I do leave. I love, Alexander ,but I'm not making him choose between me and the rest of you guys. I know that all you guys hate me. But I also know that you guys are what make Alex, what he is. So if I leave it's because I love him and I won't let him choose me over you. Now I didn't want this conversation to go like this but it did. Any last words before I end this." For once, I have some respect for Jefferson, too bad this moment was though my tears.

      "We need milk" I try to keep my voice steady and leave.